"This is pure torture" Nikolai almost whispered but I could still hear him.
"It is torture?" I retorted. He was getting what he wanted. Marriage and a chance that's what he called it right? I didn't have any rules that were imposed on me so why should I let it go? Why should I let him take everything from me as though it is his to take? This freedom remained and I would take my control back no matter what. The emotions of guilt that I felt, the suffocation that gripped my throat when I realized I was replying to his sincerity with deception, were passing feelings. I did not need to feel any of those useless feelings. I needed to win this game that he started even though I told him I wanted to do nothing with him.
"What if you come onto me?" his sudden question startled me. Come onto hi
