The Failed Rejection

One Night.

Penelope didn’t know if she was making a mistake or night as she kissed Noah feeling the amazing tingles of the mate bond. All she knew is her mate was leaving for a third world country and may not return. In some countries doctors, especially Americans were kidnapped and held for ransom, or worse for a woman. She shuddered just thinking about it, or it was the way his hands ran up her back. Noah held her flush against him and she never felt anything like it.

The kiss deepened as they walked across the tiny one bedroom apartment. Noah ran his hands down her body to cup her butt. She had a quick flash of the day they met. She pulled away, and he stopped himself. She could tell he wanted to force the issue, but he was holding back, for her. She pulled of her shirt, and took of her bra. Noah kissed her deep and passionately. His hands roamed her body. Penelope started to trace her hands over his shoulders, loving the feeling of the sparks.

Noah moved away from her mouth and started to pepper kisses down her throat. Noah backed her to the bed and her knees gave out. She unceremoniously fell into a heap on her queen size bed. Noah let out a laugh, and she hit him with a pillow in embarrassment.

“Now that was sexy love,” Noah said with a smirk.

“Oh shut up and kiss me,” Penelope said trying to be sexy.

“Anytime,” Noah said and swooped in for a smoldering kiss. Noah kneaded her breasts which she felt straight in her core. He pulled away from her mouth and started peppering kisses on and around her neck. When he lightly bit her neck she got nervous.

“No marking,” Penelope pulled away as she wasn’t ready for it. They weren’t ready.

“I would never mark you without your consent Pen. But I am going to give you a reminder of our night together.” Noah continued to lick, and kiss, and suck on her neck. He was giving her a hickey! Before she could give him a piece of her mind his hand moved to her p***y. And all she could get out was,

“Noah!” Her voice was low and needy.

“That’s right baby, say my name.” He went from simply cupping her to diving his handing in her p***y. He expertly took her panties off with one hand while rubbing her clit with thumb and slowly inserting his middle finger with his other.

“Oh goddess,” she cried out as he worked her clit.

“Do you want to c*m baby?” He asked with mouth on her breast.

“Yes! Please!” Noah moved away from her breast and she whined at the loss, Noah moved down her body and at the first touch of his tongue on her clit she let out an embarrassing loud moan.

“Noah!”

“You going to c*m for me babe?” He asked before going back to town on her sweet spot.

“I’m so close,” she said as she started to pant. Noah licked at her clit in a circular motion and it had her careening toward her climax at an embarrassing speed. She fisted her hands in the blanket, trying to stave it off. She wanted to enjoy the delicious torment awhile longer. But when he put two fingers in her, Noah hit her g-spot and she came. Loudly, screaming his name.

Noah pulled back, a satisfied look on his face, and Penelope wanted to wipe it away. So she pulled at his belt, tugging him close. She undid his belt, and slipped her hand into his boxers to find his hard c**k.

“Damn, you are thick,” she said as she stoked him. Noah pulled down his pants and gave her a cocky smirk.

“Should I use protection?” Noah asked.

“Yes.” Penelope was not ready for a baby, and fertility rate was very high among fated mates. Hell, Lili and Killian only had s*x one time to conceive Callum. Noah and her’s relationship was on very shaky ground, a baby did not need to be added to the mix. Noah looked disappointed,

“Noah we aren’t ready for a baby, and I’m not on any birth control.” Noah nodded,

“Your right. I’m leaving for eighteen months. I wouldn’t want to miss the birth of my baby.” Noah pulled out a condom, and sheathed himself. Penelope pulled him by the shoulders until he was over her and kissing her again. He lined himself up against her entrance and thrust inside her. They both gasped, she never felt so full.

“I can still feel the tingles.” He said against her throat. Penelope wrapped her legs around his hips and they both groaned at the feeling.

“F*ck me! Please.” Noah needed no further urging to start thrusting in and out of her.

“It’s so good,” he said against her shoulder.

“More, please!” Penelope wouldn’t lie, she liked it a bit rough. Noah pulled back and quickly flipped her so she was on all fours. He thrust into from behind, and she loved the deeper penetration.

“F*ck!” Noah slapped her ass and fisted her hair.

“Goddess, yes.” Penelope felt her climax approaching. Without warning Noah slapped her ass again and then he reach down to caress her clit. Penelope came, and Noah followed. Penelope fell onto the bed, unable to move. Noah went to the bathroom, assumingely to dispose of the condom. There were no words when he climbed back into bed. Noah simply pulled her to him and he started nodding off.

“I love you,” Noah muttered before he drifted off to sleep. That jolted Penelope wide awake. She didn’t love Noah, yeah she felt the pull of the mate bond, but that wasn’t love.

The couple had s*x several times throughout the night. However, they didn’t talk about the status of their mate bond. They didn’t talk about anything until the next morning and it was time for Noah to leave.

“Can I see you before I leave?” Penelope wasn’t sure if that was a good idea, but told him she would.

“Can I email you or call you while I’m gone?” Penelope smiled,

“Yeah I’d like that.” Noah gave her one last kiss and a hug then walked out the front door. Now all Penelope was left with was her thoughts, and if she did the right thing by sleeping with him. Her wolf was practically preening.

“Told you sleeping with mate would be magical.” Her wolf Koko told her.

“When you’re right you are right. But it doesn’t change the mess we are in.”

“Just accept mate.” Koko said whining at his absence already.

“Did you forget the cheating already?”

“He’s sorry. He loves us, so does Niko.” Niko is Noah’s wolf. Penelope sighed at her wolf.

“I’m sorry, I just don’t know if I can forgive him.” Koko whined in her head for awhile, but went silent.

Penelope sighed, it was time to get her life together and focus on what comes next which is medical school. That had been her goal for a long time and a mate was not going to change it.