Woods Cabin Nights

Realization. (unedited)

-Good isn't it?

He thinks I'll answer?

How does he know?

-It's better fresh but like this doesn't tastes so bad.

I realize that this does not freak me out like a normal person would... He said fresh... My eyes widened and the image of him drinking from the deer corpse come to my mind and my mouth waters, what's wrong with me?

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Now I do freak out, why I'm not feeling bad about what he is saying? Why his word seems normal and appealing to me, like I should know better, why? Why even if I want to feel disgust and shock I'm not? What has he done to me? Does he it's no normal man after all? Some psycho that somewhat enchanted his victims by some means that are unknown? My questions are infinite, the way he talks it's like he is just used to everything, so in reality he is no normal man. Did he came from a cult? Or something... I stop my thoughts by his words.

-Don't freak out. What I'm about to tell you is important, you need to understand many things in a split but everything I'll say it's true and well in fact you'll freak out at the end but doesn't matter you need to know you are mine now I'll not gonna hurt you or let anyone else hurts you either and I won't leave your side ever.

In another context his words would have made me the most happy person in the world. I've always wanted someone to be with me to stay with me and cherish me to the end, wake up every morning by his side to build a family together, like those TV shows that picture the perfect couple and family life but this is reality a reality that has prove that the world is cruel.

My mind and my logical sense keeps telling me from a far away place in my mind that everything it's wrong and I should be trying to escape and don't listen to him. Everything it's wrong but my body feels so serene, calm and secure that my mind it's the one that it's making no sense.

-... Ehh you see... -. He hesitates and sight. -I'm a wolf, not a normal one a werewolf, I'm bigger than a normal one like a car... but furry and well not just that I'm stronger, faster and dominant and I have a high sense of family and when we are not shifted we are stronger than normal people and we tend to act like humans with the perks and flaws of being a wolf... I'm babbling again... Arrg! I've never done this before.

-....

I say nothing what he says makes no sense to me...

-It's ok, you don't need to think just listen and comprehend please.- he say staring to my eyes. -I've though about it but in reality I found that doesn't make any sense how I ended up here. I think you are my destined mate. Some wolves have one and mostly the hybrids but the pull will be stronger when the wolves mark each other. That's why you started your heat when I was around-. Now he turns his head to another direction. I try to think of something but my mind just stay blank. I was in heat because of him?.

-Arrg now the most difficult part... You are a wolf too... Well not a complete one but a hybrid a human hybrid, one of your parents must have been a wolf.

My face shows just disbelief I knew, he is a psycho. Why my body can't feel uneasy even a little? Did he drug me? he did put something on the stew. He stares back at me again.

-One of the reasons why you are here sitting like everything it's normal it's because it is at least for you, your instics are waking up and you might not shift ever but your instics and attitude are the ones of a wolf. Hybrids are physically like normal wolves when they are raised inside a pack of wolves, except for the fact that just some can shift, but you that were raised as a lonely wolf your strength it's lower than a average wolf. Hybrids shows mating behavior when their mate it's around... So.. here I am!

He ends and adds a nervous smile, I can't allow myself blind by his looks and his beautiful dimpled smile... I lower my head and My damn heartbeat is rising! (Bad word) says my mind and I can't avoid giving me a little pinch in my front.

-Haha you are so cute when you think a lot...

He says while staring at me still smiling. His face change and now have an apologetic expression.

-I know this will be difficult, well in reality I can't imagine it 'cause I've been living as a pack wolf my entire life even if I don't want to. But I'll try my best to be helpful to you in every way from now on.

He says and add with a little of shame.

-Your body and mind might being getting used to but... When I first came here I thought you knew... Well in reality I've never though even if I want to my instics brought me here and I ended up r****g you . I at that moment was not be completely aware of what I was doing to you but even in that condition I'm guilty for not treat you better. So I'm really sorry I don't want you to hate me for what I've done and I hope you can forgive me... Not now... Well if it could be now would be awesome...

Is he nervous? he talks like he is walking on ice.

-Just take your time. I needed to tell you before you get used to everything.

I'm still can't talk to him I really don't want to but he sound so sincere and if it was real what he said that could explain a lot of things that happened while I was growing up. I was bigger that my age when I was around other kids, when I was six I looked like a nine year old girl not just in size but also development, when I was ten I looked like a thirteen year old girl and my period begin. And after that I keept growing normally but when I was thirteen I looked like sixteen and since then I barely change and I'm happy about it since then my body change just a little now it's more mature, I was concerned that I'll keep growing 'till I reach the sky or get old at an early age but I look now as a normal twenty year old woman with five feet and barely two inches of height, that could explain also my need to be accepted? I once saw on animal planet that wolves are social creatures. If it's real then that will explain many other things that have happened, it's the first time I'm drinking blood but now I can recall a day at school when in science class me and my partner were doing a dissection to a rabbit, the one that we had to dissect was leaking some blood it looked fresh and my mouth was watering. My partner Vicky Addams was looking at me with fear and I compose myself after that but she told the other girls and they since then looked at me like some freak, well they used to do it anyways but not all the girls just some and after that everyone looked at me the same.

-A question, may I ask?

-...

-So you don't want to talk, then does it happens to be a healer or a herbs specialist around here? I need to check something that's being bother me since I get here.

Why would he need to know? Before I could think of anything else I find myself answering him.

-I'm the only one around here.

He looked at me in shock and unease like he was somehow waiting that I was not the person he was asking for.

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Then she is a witch? But she doesn't smell like one or half one, she has no magic I can't sense it or smell it, she should not be the only one there's must be someone else...

-My granny used to be the one in charge but she died two years ago.

Her voice is so sweet and silky like a string of wind that blows through your ears. Focus man! So the old woman was the witch... Oh god! Now I'm shock. That complicates everything! A half witch! My pack will try to kill her! She is no human hybrid, she is a Witch hybrid one that was rised alone, f**k! She is dangerous... The old woman must have known that's why she placed a barrier around her to supernaturals never come across her, that's why rouges are not around here but that doesn't explain why I'm here.

Mate or not I should not being close here the only way is if it's added some of my blood to the barrier from the inside. But my pack is far enough and I've never knew a witch from here or at least one friendly enough to do something like this.

Witches hybrids are dangerous 'cause when born are like empty vessels of magic with unlimited capacity that is being filled while extracting energy from any living form that touched or its around enough. They are not able to restraint or control themselves, so I should be dead by now. The old witch must have done something to her... Or at least that she were not related to the witch by blood. But the barrier dissapears when the target that's being protect fades so it's protecting her and what meaning would be protecting a human hybrid? They are not hunted just the witch hybrids are and that lead me to nothing...

The old witch is dead and she knows nothing. I could go and nothing will happen to her but there's no way I'll leave her I'm sure she'll get pregnant she is my mate and her heat it's so strong that it's for conceive. My pups will be coming out of her in some months I'll have time to prepare for everything and make my pack accept her and my pups. I'll have to become the alpha even if I never thought about becoming one I must have to. It's just not me now it's my family's future that I must ensure. I'm interrupted from my thoughts when my nose starts sensing the sweet aroma from her. Another wave. f**k what a timing! I need to show her what I am... mmmhh her scent is rising I can't think straight. Her heat its really strong that hazes my mind.

(Wooo! Hehe I couldn't sleep all night so I'm being awake for 40 some hours now and it has to do to with some insomnia and ideas showering my mind all night so here I am, in fact I'm a night owl I work better at night.)