Love Kush - Beginnin'

Dreamer

I've been a kid like everyone, real cute but then the most notorious. You might’ve heard about people surrounded by eerie and negativity grow up in an imperceptible way, similarly, When in Kung-Fu trainings, they ask you to punch just so you’re prepared for the pain it may cause, as I was supposed to be doomed to an eerie and sad life I had an escape, I loved sleeping. So I've slept & dreamt more than being awake. You hex me in the daylight I make my plays in the moonlight, Better if there ain’t light at all. I’ve been a dreamer that had slept & dreamt so much in his childhood, that I ain’t needy to sleep anymore. No wicked s**t could mess with the licit mischievous kid that I still am and sufficed sleep always had my face charming till milady arrived.

I was a cry baby on the bed when I was little & always had somebody hold me up in arms. I've been extraordinarily amazed & happy around women since forever, It’s a shame how I phrased all of this on my work 5 years back but to be honest, I’m told since forever that I’ve always been an admirer, lover & savior to all women in my life. For me as an infant, I’d hop over to a lady’s lap every time, growing up I’d run off of my preprimary school to my uncle’s house near the school. As I rode my bicycle I started taking my she friends on tours of hills, forests, river shores & everything near my house, when I was only 12 and then my elders used to ask me "What would happen when you’re a teen, as you’re such a troublemaker now?".

But as I got brought up to a city where I was so small, so common as I've grown till 12 in a little town, where almost everybody knew me. My picture when I was just 1, I won a fancy dress competition portraying Shri Krishna, won the 1st rank & was published in the local newspapers.

Estimate the amounts of terror & recognition I’ve framed in the minds across the town called Kanker, I was 12 but I looked like an eight year old; I used to influence kids to bunk schools; I used to run off from my class, Climb off the boundary wall to the mango garden in the compound neighboring my school and I always did what I wanted to do, so they eventually bought a phone for me to keep when I was 11 just so they know my whereabouts whenever they’re worried. Everybody knew me there as a synonym to fun & trouble. I kind of fell for the vibe of it, the way people knew me around there was much missed when I was brought up to Raipur for my higher education.

In my 20s I was a neanimorphic boy, I looked 16 with shrunk soft clean cheeks, I’ve been told they're worth biting. Being an infant I always used to be surrounded with cute teen chicks that were grabbing me, my choppers, kissing and being engaged with me at all times. I've been that headstrong crazy kid, ain't anyway less at my naught to tease and play, I used to pull my elder cousins with their hair & peck at them when I was just one & half. Chased people around as I walked & ran towards hills as I was aware of routes and was unsupervised. How would I be expressing myself when it’s clear that I’m so innocently diabolical? That's the way you get introduced to the soothing sensation that builds a man's life.

I've been dreaming about fairies and watching movies when awake, Ain't ever moving outta house without a supervision, as since my childhood, I've been dressing up guala & looking out for miladies as I love each creation of almighty’s and always out for lookout of an Ideal lady who gives me prognostics of being owned by her and threats of being disowned from the love she has to offer. As I share all the love that I have in me. How would I tell her that her mere existence is so heaven sent & that's so beautiful, I can’t ever love her enough.

My spirit animal is of a wolf, seeks warmth when I’m in the cold & seeks cold in the warmth; I seek love when I feel hated, I preach for hate when I’m most loved; There’s no in the middle of that. Like my Loyalty towards you wouldn’t depend on your demand it’d depend on honesty you have, to offer to me. My love for you would only get better with every aroma of your aura to mine. If you care for me, I would sacrifice for you. If you’ll bbe around me, I’ll tell you of a better world

Wolves were never been barely chosen, Cause a wolf can see and smell you better, hear you better, and Eat you better. I've been looking forward and made moves looking for a Partner or a Prey in girls. I Had Pretty preys but nobody seemed to be a Partner. And Making girls realise that not every man is A dog, He might be a wolf , even dog have species, wolf is one of em and believe me they are the finest.

You might've heard that, "Behind every successful man is a female", But not just a female but a partner too. I never believed in it, but it's too real. Suppose, you're in love with a girl that you can't afford to have, then you might have to make favourable changes if you have to make her stay. A true relationship with any girl can only be successful when you're too real and truthful to that girl, She definitely deserves to be with you in every condition that life brought you in whether it's happy or Sad, whether it's crisis or a bloat, Let her know cause she deserves to. Sharing sorrows would rest your heart too. You don't have to worry alone. If the love she had is fake then probably, she won't stay. Then what's disturbing you, when problem of life was not less of a hassle. And if she kept it real she'd make your worries worth nothing enough to think about, That's where Love works.

You won't believe I've had Girlfriends, as many girls that I wanted. But I was in a situation where I required a partner, A true one. I was so worried without a shoulder to cry on, that an Incident of heartbreak that had me such thoughts if I'd let her know about my conditions, I'd have to be left alone again, Then I had to keep secrets and be faking relationships. Hunting preys to calm the hunger.

All the things I've been through kept leading me straight to a girl who apparently met the demands of those childhood dreams of mine which I thought it won't be happening, but that wish with the urge of having a partner kept sending me indications towards a past crush. Realistically, I saw no flaw in her, she was a girl just so magical. That I've been thinking about having her but still wandering if only I deserved. We all have had such one crush that we thought we might never have, But it magically happened. Through love and cravings in me since the very beginning even if I was the guy who wasn't even noticed, Not because I wasn't noticeable but it was her loyalty that kept her stuck in an unwanted relationship. Fortunately, it was supposed to happen. Just like those Diamonds do stay stuck in the mines without an honest miner's efforts.

Then one Fine Day she responded my third attempt to reach her in three years, I was so stupid to drop her a random text on her birthday instead of wishing. Maybe I went to her inbox like a birthday present. She's been such desire of mine that people being acquainting me, knew how bad that I want her. Favorably, Mutual connections didn't miss a chance to get her cognized to the fact that she had a lover so charming. Chronology calmly progressed, I grew up and my desires grew too. But those Arousing conversations started to make me realise Lord is such an expertise to engrave this creation. She was like my missing heart and soul.

Liveliness begun to be so miraculous that I couldn't believe, I'm so fortunate. I was the guy who asked her to pinch me if I'm dreaming. I Met A Girl who's Got All My Little Tricks With More Trickery. Who met all the demands of being my partner. Wooah, The Player finally met the Game. I Never thought I'd get A Girl who's got enough intellectual abilities to deal with me, You quite unapprehended to me right now, I'm A Clever a*s kid, But she made me to realise that "A Kid, is a kid". The same little kid that dreamt of Angels who saved him from those witchy demons he's been surrounded with, She was like My dream come true.