Love Kush - Beginnin'

EARLY LIFE

Moving towards the end of 'Year 2015' making way to A New year had me take a decision to keep living at my cousin’s place as I now was disinherited several times by my father for disagreeing with him regarding a business discussion. Meanwhile that was the longest span I had spent wandering & wondering if I’d pursued writing. While I lived my best life at southern dunes of Chhattisgarh, Bastar amongst wild forests, where all fertility flows & falls in Chitrakoot on The Indravati River, which is a stream of the river Godavari. Its starts from the Ghats of Kalahandi, Odisha.

In Jagdalpur Bastar amalgamation of several small & large streams form a humongous river namely GODAVARI. The views of River are breathtakingly beautiful and terrifying at the same time. River also creates several waterfalls and one of the Asian subcontinent's largest namely 'Chitrakoot Jal Prapat' & due it has occupied large chunks of lands across rivers and streams has left some lands inaccessible which has made land fall under controls of communist naxalites that terrify industrialists that even think about tapping these beautiful natural resources, dunes, jungles and rivers.

Due to this foursome of streams another amazing harebrained thing that happens is that the river flows sideways after combining above Bastar province then opposing the ocean it enters Jagdalpur in the state of Chhattisgarh. The river moves from the southern route, before the Godavari makes way towards the ocean it interlineates the borders of four states. They are the states of Odisha, Chhattisgarh, Maharashtra, Telangana and in Chhattisgarh again it highlights Bastar province flowing towards the ocean through Odisha after creating a Ring-like formation.

Declaration was demanded of deciding what I'd do with my life had to be done around there, those hills, those rivers and greenery made me want to explore the deepest cores of it. When I told myself I’ll write, it had me push my potentials of impulse & void towards a light where people can see what I mean. On the 31st night of 2015 my throat and body went totally fertile with lots of beer, but bubbles of THC were yet to be blown before the new year dibs.

I'm not even sure if I were really thinking about what I would do for a living when I was settled at my mom's kin. My aunt is a complete sweetheart, my personal Psychiatrist, my other mother & the lady I’d want my fiancé around. Her mere life taught me to be dynamic, with a thought of grinding for my family's lives and desires. She motivated me a lot, without even she saying a word. I saw her smiling at me while they were in the situation of ebb and flow. I had to grow up, I touched the milestone of adulthood, when everyone else begun to work their a*s off I was up to just Love & Mary Jane, But the realization was real.

It was when I was leaving my teen life behind me when I had turned Nineteen, To be honest I didn't much feel like an achiever but an average individual with a unique mindset for his surroundings, Mind of a thinker and soul of a warrior, Misled with surroundings but steady in my heart about the thought that I wanna be a distinct Individual which creates an incomparable identity for himself and is known to all by his name. But with all desire and dreams a man also has plenty roles and responsibilities yo live up to. Which sometimes makes him feels being tied down. These duties are synonyms to burdens as well but they better be treated more like our 'Dharma' Out utmost prioritised pledge.

So with the pledge of putting up with all nooks and crannies of my family and taking care of them is what I went for but the sole desire of the heart was the recognition that I had to achieve wasn't all behind me but this desire was the only thing burdened somewhat under my responsibilities towards my family. But the good thing that came out of it was this non fiction saga that I wrote and that Girl who came through to my like a catalyst, She was Golden which also her name was, But in Hindi. She was so miraculous and really effortlessly she felt like Magic, She talked like music, She moved like melody, She danced like a diva, She's all the evidence put together of an extraterrestrial almighty that looks upon all and how I put it together is that brought along one of his underprivileged but most handsome child with a privileged beautiful princess to create a chemistry that even put the scientists to awe about how there happens certain things that look like they were destined to be without a single scientific explanation of it.