Chapter 1
The surgical lights over the operating table blazed with a harsh, blinding glare. I, Winifred Langley, closed my eyes, but the light felt like it had burned itself straight into the back of my eyelids.
I didn't feel sharp pain down below. It was a dull, heavy ache, pushing outward from deep in my lower belly.
When the ovum retrieval needle slid inside, I bit my lip hard and dug my fingernails into the flesh of my palm. A nurse beside me told me to relax, but every muscle in my body tensed up against my will.
"Ms. Langley, just a little longer," the doctor said through his mask, his voice muffled.
I didn't have the strength to answer. I just focused as hard as I could on anything but the needle inside me.
My mind drifted to my husband, Tevin Wicker. I thought back to all the days we'd spent together, in love.
He never let me lift a finger around the house. Every anniversary, he'd surprise me with flowers and gifts—we were the envy of everyone we knew.
Tevin was supposed to come with me today. A last-minute meeting had pulled him away.
He kissed me on the forehead before heading out. "Love you, baby," he said.
That one sentence got me through two whole weeks of daily shots. I'd endured the sharp sting of ovulation meds jabbing into my belly every morning, just to end up here on this operating table for IVF.
I told myself over and over that it was worth it.
This was going to be our baby.
A month later, the fertilized embryos were ready. I went in for the second procedure, the embryo transfer.
This time, the pain was way worse.
When the instruments were finally pulled out of me, the doctor spoke. "Everything went perfectly," he said.
I let out a long, slow breath. I felt like someone who'd just broken the surface after drowning.
When the nurse helped me sit up, I realized I was soaked in cold sweat. The back of my surgical gown was completely damp.
"Stay in bed for two days," the doctor said as he pulled off his gloves. "Some cramping and light bleeding is normal. Don't worry."
I nodded. My fingers were still shaking a little.
I changed and walked out into the hallway. The cold air hit me, and I shivered.
My lower belly felt heavy and sore. Every step felt like something was pulling down inside me.
I held onto the wall, shuffling slowly toward the elevators.
"Ms. Langley." A nurse caught up to me from behind, a folder in her hand and a strange, tight look on her face. "Wait a second—the doctor wants to see you in her office."
"What's wrong?" I stopped, my heart dropping for no reason I could name. "Is it my ovum? Are they of bad quality?"
The nurse didn't answer. She just gestured for me to follow. I walked behind her, my head spinning—had they not gotten enough ovum? Would I have to do the whole retrieval again?
I pushed open the office door and froze. Doctor Sarah Quick, the head of the lab, and a young intern in a white coat stood in a line, all three wearing grave, heavy expressions. The air felt thick, heavy—like the calm before a storm.
"Ms. Langley, have a seat," Sarah said, gesturing to a chair.
I didn't sit down.
I had a gut feeling that if I sat, whatever news they had would hit even harder.
Sarah glanced at the lab director. It looked like they were fighting over who had to break the bad news.
Finally, she spoke up herself, her voice deeper and heavier than usual. "We are so sorry to tell you this—during the second procedure, our new intern made a critical mistake. Your sperm sample was mixed up with someone else's."
I stared at her mouth, hearing every single word clearly. But when it sank in, it felt like I'd been punched in the face.
"Mixed up?" My voice sounded thin, far away. "What does that mean?"
Sarah said, "The embryo we implanted inside you, It wasn't made with your husband's sperm and your ovum."
The lab director picked up where she left off, talking fast like he just wanted to get it over with. "We traced it right away. The wrong sperm came from another man who stores samples here. Your ovum is fine."
The office went quiet for two full seconds.
In those two seconds, I felt absurd first—this kind of thing actually happened? Then the fear hit. Because right then, that embryo was already inside me.
"Who... who is it?" I heard my own voice, rough and dry.
The lab director pulled a sheet of paper out of the folder and handed it to me. It was a paternity test report. My name was listed as one subject, and a stranger's name as the other—Sebastian Dodson.
"Mr. Dodson..." The lab director lowered his voice even more. "He's not a regular donor. He stored his sample privately, under a strict confidentiality agreement. We've already reached out to him, hoping we can work this out together."
"He's not a donor?" I crumpled the paper in my fist, my knuckles going white.
"No," Sarah said so quietly that it was almost a whisper, like she was scared the walls had ears. "He's the heir to the Dodson family. The mafia."
Mafia?
That one word hit me like a block of ice, making me feel physically sick.
I was just a regular person, a wife who'd agreed to IVF, all for her husband.
"Mafia" wasn't supposed to be a word that existed in my life.
But right now, I was carrying his baby.
I wanted to cry. I wanted to laugh. Tears burned my eyes, but I held them back.
"I'm terminating the pregnancy," I said.
Just then, a cold, flat male voice came from outside the door. "I'll give you a billion dollars. Divorce your husband, and have the baby."
I looked toward the doorway.
A man stood there, handsome enough to be a movie star, well over six feet tall. He looked down at me, his eyes sharp and predatory.
When I didn't answer, Sebastian looked annoyed. He took one long step forward, closing the distance between us.
The next second, his warm hand pressed flat against my lower belly. I could feel his heat through my clothes, and it made my whole body shake.
He stared right at me, his deep eyes unblinking. "Ms. Langley, I will never let my bloodline grow up outside my family. But you don't have to worry..."
Sebastian paused for a beat, then leaned in suddenly. A cool, sharp scent filled my nose, and my breath caught in my throat.
He was so close. It felt like he was going to kiss me, any second now.
I snapped out of it, jerking my face away in a panic.
Then a low chuckle rumbled in his chest. "I'm not a completely unreasonable man, Winifred. I'll marry you."
His voice was soft, almost intimate—like a lover's murmur. But there was no room for argument. He wasn't giving me any other choice.
It was simple. Either I terminated the pregnancy, or I married him and had the baby.
My heart sank. My voice was rough, hoarse. "Can... can I have some time to think about this?"
Sebastian raised an eyebrow, then slowly leaned back. He brushed a strand of hair behind my ear gently—but his voice was cold. "My time is limited, Ms. Langley. I want your answer by tonight. No later."
My chest tightened. Then I nodded.
After I exchanged numbers with Sebastian, I went home in a daze.
The front door was left ajar. It sounded like someone was over.
I was about to step inside when I heard it—a woman's moans, soft and breathy, coming from somewhere inside.
In that moment, I went ice cold. A terrible thought flashed through my mind, and I froze where I stood, too shocked to move.
Through the c***k in the door, I spotted a pair of women's high heels. They looked familiar—I'd picked them out myself. They were the wedding gift I'd given Tevin's secretary, Regina Fincher, just yesterday.
My ears started ringing. My hands shook. I tried to tell myself they were just talking about work. I crept quietly to the bedroom door—and the next second, the sight of two bodies tangled wildly on the bed shattered every last bit of hope I had left.
My husband of three years was f*****g another woman like a madman, pouring every ounce of energy into her. I'd never seen him look that wild, that hungry.
With me, he'd always been gentle, polite. Even in bed, he'd never been rough or urgent.
At first, I'd thought that was just how he was. But now, I knew the truth. He just never loved me.
All his passion, all his fire—he'd saved it for someone else, a woman who was getting married tomorrow.
A dull, heavy ache spread through my chest. Tears streamed down my face.
Then I heard Regina speak. "Mr. Wicker, what if Mrs. Wicker finds out you tricked her into doing IVF, and swapped the ovum for mine? She'd lose her mind, right? But god, the thought of her carrying our baby—it's so hot. Way hotter than when we f****d in the changing room on your wedding day."
I froze. My blood ran cold. My whole body started shaking.
What did that mean?
They were going to use my body to have their baby.
And Tevin had cheated on me on our wedding day.
A million thoughts flooded my mind all at once. I could barely breathe.
Then, Tevin said, "Why would she lose her mind? She's been living off me for years, hasn't she? No parents, no real skills—all she does is file my useless paperwork. You're the strong one. You passed the bar, you built your own career. Winifred should be honored to carry our baby. You're too delicate for this kind of thing. I'd never let you go through the pain or deal with the side effects. Winifred can handle all that alone. Don't feel bad about it. Right now, the only thing you need to worry about is satisfying me."
I stared, stunned. Was that what Tevin really thought of me?
He seemed to forget that before we married, I'd been a talented lawyer, too.
He'd been the one who asked me to focus on the home. I'd quit my job to take care of him. For three whole years, I'd built my whole life around him, all because of his stupid stomach issues.
He'd taken three years of my care, my attention, every little thing I did for him—and now he looked down on me for it.
Was all I'd given him really worth nothing?
Rage burned hot in my chest, sharp and raw from the betrayal. I clenched my fists so tight my nails dug into my palms, forcing myself not to burst in there.
Barging in right now wouldn't do me any good. I needed to calm down. I needed to think.
After Tevin finished speaking, Regina let out a soft, playful whine. "Five times a week isn't enough for you? For three whole years, you haven't put even a tenth of the effort into Winifred that you put into me..."
Three years—that meant he'd been messing around with Regina since the day I walked down the aisle, happy and stupid in love.
What did that make me?
I couldn't listen to another second. Tears poured down my face, landing cold and sharp on the back of my hand.
Three years of marriage, three years of love—to him, I was nothing but a free surrogate.
The filthy noises from the bedroom didn't stop. They were in my bed, on the fresh sheets I'd just put on—doing something so disgusting I could barely stand it.
I couldn't hold it back—I gagged, quiet but sharp. The noises inside stopped for a split second. Then, I heard the rustle of clothes.
They'd heard me.
I snapped back to my senses. I didn't want to confront them right now, not like this. I turned and hurried away as fast as I could.
I didn't break down until I got in my car and drove away. Then, the tears came, hard and unstoppable.
It was so close, so close to carrying another woman's baby inside me.
Thank god the hospital had mixed up the samples during the second procedure. It had saved me from so much worse.
Thank god the baby in my stomach wasn't Tevin's.
If it had been, I would've been sick to my stomach forever.
I wiped the tears off my face. Crying wouldn't do anything. It wouldn't make those two pay for what they'd done.
I took a deep, shaky breath. I pulled out my phone, found Sebastian's number, and typed out a text.
Winifred: Mr. Dodson, I've made up my mind. I'll marry you. But I have one condition.