Because of His Friends

"Maybe I should just tell him what I feel, so I can just get this over with?" I ask Maddie my best friend and classmate. " I don't know Ash..... I mean its on you not me, if thats what makes you feel comfortable and better than go for it" she said. I nodded at her response after i zoned out to think of what to do.  I snapped back in reality when maddie called my name to tell me that we're going inside the classroom. The whole class I wasn't listening to my teacher and just thought on what I should do. When we got out of our last class in the morning, me and maddie went to go get lunch on macdonald. I told her that I thought about everything this morning and that I would just tell him before our last class in the afternoon cuz that would be perfect cuz if anything goes wrong then i would have two days to make an excuse on why i said that, since today was Friday. After eating we went to the mall cuz there was still alot of time lift when our first class in the afternoon starts and our teacher wasn't really that strict so we didn't mind. After going around in the mall we decided to buy ice cream before going back to the campus. We just walk going there since it was not far. We arrived at school and change are things for the afternoon classes and went to the bathroom to retouch. Then we went to our friends spot where we would hang out till the bell rang. We just chill there for a while. "Hannah I was thinking of telling josh how I feel, is it a good idea?" I ask Hannah my other best friend but sadly we aren't classmates... Oh well at less I have maddie. " what ever makes u feel better then go for it but always remember Im her for u if anything goes wrong" she said. Thats why she's my best friend. She will always care for u no matter what and she has the softest and sweetest voice when she's comforting u and she always knows what to say for u to feel better. I smiled on what she said and said thank u. "If his friends didn't tease me about him liking me then I wouldn't be so stress about this" "I wouldn't fall for him if it wasn't BECAUSE OF HIS FRIENDS" I told her within pauses. " You never know maybe their telling the truth" She said while smiling, I smiled back at her and nodded my head in agreement. " U know I have anxiety problems...." " I know bubs" she said with a sympathetic smile. Yup u heard me right I have anxiety but I learn how to cooped with it so thats not a big problem but sometimes it really gets into me, just like now. After my conversation with hannah that really did help a lot the bell rang. That means its time for our first class. me and maddie said bye to our friends then made our way to our classroom. We arrived and right away I spotted josh in his seat. I began to get nervous. I went to my seat I must have zoned out cuz when our teacher called my name i snapped out of it. (What happened:) teacher: Ashley Roberts *no answer* teacher: Ashley Roberts? absent? *classmates stares* Ashley:Huh? wait Im here!! *classmates laughed* *Ashley smiles embarrassed* The whole 3 classes I was practicing on what to say to Josh. I was really nervous but it was worth it in the end, right?. It was finally time to tell him. Right now I'm with Maddie who was helping me on what to say the whole time, I know #supportive friends but I'm not complaining. We were walking to our last class for today. We made sure that we were the first one to get out of our previous class. "Ash their coming" Maddie said when she saw Josh and his friends coming. f**k! I said to my self. I nodded at her and walk my way to them... Wait! before we go to that part of the story lets start at the beginning shall we? But first let me introduce myself So... Hi my name is Ashley Mackenzie Roberts but you can call me Ash or kenzie my friends mostly call me Ash but I like kenzie more, I don't mind though. I have 2 sisters Emma Samantha Roberts 12 y.o. and Ava Cassandra Roberts 10 y.o. I also have a brother Asher Alexander Roberts 15 y.o. we have the same age cuz we're twins. Our parents own a couple of companies so you can say that we are kinda rich. I love singing and dancing. and i have two best friends Madison Eloisa Hall and Hannah Amelia Watson. I mostly spend my time with them, hanging out basically anywhere we please. Both of them are rich as well. We mostly spend our time at each others homes cuz our parents are good friends. But Maddie always insisted of staying in my house cuz my brother is there and I know she has a crush on him. Hannah doesn't mind though cuz all the time Asher's friends are always at our house and i'll admit it their kinda hot. So that's basically my life... A/N: Tell me if there are errors so I can correct it. I hope you enjoy the first chapter of the story Word count: 921