Pain from the past [ COMPLETE ]

"Heart, did you get scolded again?" Zhaira suddenly asked me. "What if I got scolded?" asked him rudely. "We told you, didn't you? Because you don't listen," Asteria preached. "Since you haven't fallen in love yet, that's why you talk to Me like that," I said. "Well, even if I fall in love, I won't be like you," Zhaira answered as if she was angry. "Stop being childish " Asteria argued... "So what's your plan? I'm sure your aunt and uncle will tell you to stay away from Gavin, but we know you won't do that, of course your heart is stupid and you're stupid in love," he said teasingly. "omg Aunty and Uncle are there," zhaira whispered to me. "heart let's talk" daddy's voice was cold as ice. " about gavin? As always " bored if asked "yes about that guy" mommy interjected.. "What about Gavin? He's smart, he's hardworking, he loves me, so what is it that you don't like about Gavin and why are you keeping me away from him" I wondered at them. " Because he's poor, you two don't matter The state of your family, They're poor while We're rich " "Why isn't mommy also poor, but what did you do? You married me when you can't because our family's status is different?" I laughed. "Stop that," Zhaira whispered to me. "no" I was angry when I answered him. "Because your mommy worked hard to reach her dream" "He made an effort? Why didn't Gavin make an effort to prove to you that he was worthy, but what did you do? You judged him right away, you didn't give him a chance to prove himself because of your ambition to marry me to a rich man" I scolded to them. "It's always Money, Money, Money, even if it's your child's dream, you ignore it because of that Money" I received a slap from daddy. "You have no respect, try to talk to Gavin, I'm telling you heart, don't try to talk to your mommy," he said with a mixture of threats and left with mommy. "ANNOUOUS!" I shouted loudly and broke the glass table in the living room "I told you Heart to stay away from Gavin" Asteria looked at her badly. "Then what? You will take my place?" I asked sarcastically. "H-Huh? What are you talking about?" He asked confused. "Zhaira and Asteria, you need to leave first, your heart needs to rest," Yuno suddenly burst out. "See you tomorrow, heart," Zhaira said goodbye. I looked at Asteria badly. " need? " Bored if asked and sat down "Just listen, about mommy and daddy, don't be stubborn" Here we go again. "Are you too? Gavin is your friend but you also want me to stay away from him? What kind of friend are you? A plastic one?" I was angry at the question. " Are you afraid, daddy? Is that why you also divorced sister Nathalia because of the state of your life that daddy has hindered?" I laughed and looked at him. "Don't bring up the past heart" he said coldly. "You've experienced what I'm experiencing now, but what are you doing? You're imitating me to you who didn't fight for your love with sister Nathalia, don't imitate me to you brother, because I'll never let gavin go" "Did you think I didn't fight him?" "YES YOU DIDN'T FIGHT HIM THAT'S WHY YOU LOST YOUR MOST BELOVED!!!" An angry shout. "I fought him but he accepted the money that daddy gave him" I looked at him and laughed. "How many years have you been? Oh, it's been 3 years, right? But you still don't know sister Nathalia, You still don't know that she doesn't look like money, She's not like that girl who looks like money" I teased and pretended to think . "Poor sister Nathalia " "Stop, go to sleep," he said coldly and left. A few minutes passed and we finished eating and started to get dressed even though it was almost late because I just now realized that there is still school which is annoying. "Hurry up, I'm leaving!!" Kuya yuno shouted from outside the door while knocking. "WAIT!!!" I shouted loudly and took my bag. "Your late " he complained and took my bag. "What's your problem?" I asked. "You are my problem" he immediately answered and opened the car door. "Come in" he replied sparingly. "too high blood" I teased and entered. "because of you I will be late" he complained while still looking at the road, because when he turns to me we will both be upset. "Hayss! It's annoying that we're still caught up in traffic, can't we just take the shortcut?" I was annoyed when asked and pointed to the shortcut "You're not allowed to make a U turn, there's traffic " " Annoying!!! " I said angrily It was eight o'clock when I arrived at our school. "I'm still embarrassed to be late" I said panicking because I was really late. The entire campus is very quiet because the students are already in their classrooms while I am like a lost child. "what the hell!! the books I was carrying suddenly fell, I was annoyed" I picked up the books scattered in the hallway, "I'll help you," said a man with a very friendly voice. I turned to the man who helped me "Thank you, are you here? Don't you have class in the morning?" I asked him "Yeah, I'm just here waiting for you, I just want to talk to you Heart" said Gavin "Can we meet later tonight for lunch at the cafeteria" I said "I'm going to be late because I'm upset with our Prof who is very strict" I said and hurried to walk "bye" he finally said and left. It was as if The flash had caught me because I was out the door in less than 2 minutes. I was about to knock when the door suddenly opened and Panot appeared. "Hi" shy to greet and wave. " MS HEART XYVUELZA!! " My full name is what she shouted omg my beautiful and pretty name. "yes?" I laughed when I answered "Why are you late?" He asked flatly. "Because I'm late?" I asked. " COME IN!" He said annoyed. "My god heart, why are you here now?" zhaira asked in welcome. "Is it my fault to traffic" I rolled my eyes "It's late," Zhaira whispered. "Sit down Ms Xyvuelza" I immediately sat down because I mentioned yes again. I'm bored looking out the window because I'm bored why? Panot's lesson is boring. I was dumbfounded for a few minutes. "That's all good bye class" reached up to the sky My smile because I heard my favorite line The good bye class. "let's go girls to the cafeteria, let's go" Zhaira said and took her bag. "Heart, have you talked to Gavin?" I was surprised because zhaira suddenly mentioned. "Huh? Why are you asking?" " Ah No I thought he said something to you " he answered quickly. "Heart can we talk?" speaking of Gavin He suddenly approached us. "about what?" I wonder if I asked "I will tell you but in private" he pulled me away from my friends and took me to the back of the building. " Heart, I have something to tell you," he said seriously and looked into my eyes. "Bad?" "We've broken up Heart" the words he uttered shocked me. "B-Why? Did they tell you mommy? Scared you? Tell me Gavin, I'll fight you against them, don't do this to me please," asked one after the other and grabbed him. "that's not the reason heart" he replied coldly and let go of my hand. "then what's the main reason?" I asked "I don't love you anymore" "liar, Gavin, I know you love me, please don't do this, don't leave me, I'm begging you" I was crying if I begged him and I just knelt down in front of him "stop being childish heart, stop begging, I don't want it to be tiring to understand you, it's tiring to be with you" it was as if my heart was being stabbed by thousands of knives from what he said. "What about me? In our 2 years of relationship, have you never really loved me? What about all your efforts and promises, are you just going to throw them away?" I trembled as I asked and tried to calm myself down. "All of my promises? All of those are lies heart, all of those efforts are paid for, I was only paid for that so don't insist on what's not possible anymore heart and I won't be surprised that nothing will last for you because it's so hard to love you heart, it's too much It's hard to reach you," he said angrily and pointed at me. "We broke up" he said last and left me dumbfounded behind the building. Is it hard to love me?