
Prologue I lie on the hospital bed, white sheets cool against my arm. The steady beep of a monitor pulses in the background, matching the rhythm of the fear thumping in my chest. My heart feels like it’s trying to burst through my ribcage. I’m not sure if I’m breathing or if the air is just lying heavy in my lungs. “Doctor Logan’s voice still echoes in my mind: glioblastoma... terminal... a year, perhaps less... The words drift through my foggy head again and again, each replay like a punch twisting in my gut.Everything around me is sharp and surreal. The antiseptic smell, the fluorescent lights overhead, the soft whir of the IV drip — they all seem distant, as if I’m floating outside my own body and watching myself through someone else’s eyes. I can’t decide if I should cry or hold completely still so the nightmare will go away. The nurse left a moment ago, murmuring gentle promises and offers to call my family. But I don’t feel anything for any of that. I only feel this cold, sinking emptiness. A hollow space where hope and normalcy used to live.How can life be this unfair? At eighteen, I still haven't even begun. College was just around the corner — all that planning and dreaming for my future — and now it feels like the sky is collapsing on me. I think of my mom, rushing home from work to see if I need anything. I think of my little brother’s stubborn grin after he lost at cards. What will they do without me? After dad abandoned us with his mistress . Mom had been really trying her best to take care of us. How will she take the news about my ailment? What good is a full heart if it’s only beating for a short while? The injustice of it all hits me now: I’ve spent years being careful, studying hard, playing by the rules, and yet the universe has given me the shortest stick to draw.Tears sting the corners of my eyes, but I force them back. I will not let them fall in this sterile hospital room. My world has been knocked off its axis, but I’m still here, still breathing. A trembling hand curls around the thin blanket. I close my eyes and imagine the life I still want to live — maybe even the one I have left. The pain in my head throbs in time with my pounding heart. It aches, but it’s also oddly sharp, reminding me that I’m alive. For now, at least, I’m alive.I think of the college campus that awaits — the lockers, the crowded lecture halls, the smell of coffee and books. I think of my best friend, Nola who has been my only companion nonstop, my little pet who has always provided solace for me , Who will feed my pet when I am gone . I’ve always wanted to study literature, to write stories that move people, to find purpose in words. Maybe I was scared to go out into the world before; maybe this diagnosis is pushing me forward. Through the blur of fear and anger, one clear thought emerges: I still have a future. Even if it’s short, it’s still mine.In the quiet that follows, I make a promise to myself. I will get out of this hospital bed and walk through college campus gates, diploma dreams and all. I will fill every day with as much color and laughter as I can muster — even if I have to paint it on with tears and desperate hope. Maybe fate is twisted, but I will twist it right back, in my own way. This year, these months, these last precious moments of freedom will belong to me. And who knows? Maybe somewhere along the way, I’ll find a reason to keep believing in miracles.By the time I’m discharged, determination has replaced that cold emptiness. The world feels both terrifying and achingly beautiful. The future is uncertain , none of us know what lies ahead , but I know one thing“I’m going to live. I rise from the bed and straighten my back. It may be one small step, but it’s a step toward the life I still want to lead, no matter how much time I have left.“Silver klait will surely make life for herself

