I was trying to relax having some time alone before the girls came home from school. I was off work today. No one was home. Jesse was, at the Smash Club. He was practicing. With his band. I would always support him. But I needed time for me. I would be there when the band played a gig. I knew it was important to him. Because Becky had hated to go. I loved to go. I had a lot to do. I had to unpack still. There was some stuff I planned on donating. So, Jess and I had more room in his small room. I loved being here with the Tanner's. It was the funniest time of my life. I loved Jesse most of all. Becky had not tried to call again. Yet. That made me happy. I sigh as I lean back in the Tanner's blue tannish striped couch. I click the tv on. MTV. Time to enjoy some tv. The music blares t

