7 Colin I saw a breakthrough with Kami today, even if it was fleeting. There was a moment when she didn’t hate me; she listened to what I said, and the sad but understanding look on her face when I told her about my past was genuine. I never meant for Kami to see that side of me. Being close to her f***s with my head. Maybe it’s because in my dreams we’re always together. I’ve kissed her, touched her, and made love to her as if she was mine. That’s why I stayed in Montana the past week. I couldn’t bring myself to leave after the party. I used the excuse I had clients to see, but it wasn’t the case at all. With her coming to Wyoming, I saw my chance to be alone with her. Once inside the house, I toss my bag onto the living room floor and pull out my cell. I scroll through my contacts and

