Amelia's Pov
I could feel my consciousness return bit by bit, no matter how much I wanted to stay in the darkness. There was not even an ounce of me that wanted to face reality or the current moment. It was all too much... the pain was to much.
At least I felt numb for the moment. I know that the pain will come back sooner rather than latter, but. there was nothing I could do to stop it.
For a few moments, I just lain there completely numb, but I still felt the pain and loss weighting heavily on my chest. If I thought about it too much, I would get overwhelmed by it all, so I had no idea what to do. I don't know what to do with myself or with all this pain.
Even without opening my eyes, I felt that Alexander was still in the room. He was just as broken about it as I was, I felt it all
