Chapter 1 Stephan
Stephan paced the length of his office, the heavy oak desk and towering bookshelves around him barely registering in his mind. He had walked this same path countless times before, but today the walls felt more like a cage. His mother’s voice echoed in the back of his mind, urging him toward a decision he had spent the last few years avoiding. With a deep sigh, he leaned against the window frame, staring out at the sprawling grounds of the royal pack estate.
The Moon Goddess had forsaken him. At thirty-three, he was well past the age most werewolves found their mates. His kingdom needed a Luna—someone to stand by his side, someone to help him lead, and most importantly, someone to provide an heir. His people had waited long enough, but as time stretched on, so had his patience thinned.
“Mother,” Stephan called out, turning from the window just as Queen Alberta stepped into the room. Her silver hair was swept up into an elegant bun, and her regal posture betrayed none of the anxiety Stephan felt roiling inside him. She was the picture of calm, a sharp contrast to the turmoil eating away at him.
“Stephan, have you made a decision?” Alberta asked, folding her hands in front of her. Her voice was gentle, but there was a firmness behind it, as though she had already predicted his answer.
Stephan ran a hand through his dark hair, tugging slightly at the roots. “Mother, I’ve already chosen a queen. The kingdom cannot wait any longer. I must announce Lilith as my chosen Luna.”
Alberta's calm mask faltered, her eyebrows knitting together. “Stephan, I understand your concern for the kingdom, but Lilith is not your fated mate. The mate bond will give you a strength you’ve never known, something no chosen mate could ever provide.”
“Strength?” Stephan scoffed, pushing away from the window and pacing again. “I’ve waited fifteen years for the Goddess to grant me a mate, and nothing. Not a whisper, not a sign. Lilith is capable—she’s smart, loyal, and she’s helped us run the pack for the last ten years. The kingdom needs stability. We need a Luna, and I need an heir.”
He hated how cold the words sounded, but they were true. There was no room for emotion in this decision. It was purely practical.
Alberta stepped forward, her eyes softening with sympathy. “You deserve more than practicality, Stephan. You deserve happiness. The Goddess has not forsaken you. There is still time.”
“Time?” Stephan's laugh was bitter. “I’ve given up on waiting. I’m at war too much to keep holding out hope for something that may never come. If I die in battle, what becomes of this kingdom? No heir, no future. My duty is to protect this pack, not to indulge in fantasies about a mate who may not exist.”
Alberta’s hand reached out for his, but Stephan jerked away, clenching his fists. He felt the pull of his wolf, Mateo, restless inside him.
“You are making a mistake, my son,” Alberta whispered. “What if you marry Lilith, and your true mate appears? Will you abandon her? Or will you break your mate’s soul by rejecting the bond?”
Stephan’s heart clenched painfully at the thought, but his mind was too clouded by logic, too driven by the needs of the pack. “I’ve made my decision,” he said firmly. “Lilith will make a good Luna. And I don’t have to worry about robbing her of a mate—she lost hers years ago.”
Alberta didn’t respond right away. She studied him with those sharp, calculating eyes of hers, eyes that had ruled the kingdom with grace and strength for decades. Then, she smiled. A small, knowing smile that made Stephan’s stomach twist with unease.
“Let me plan one final event for you,” she said. “A ball. I’ll invite every unmated wolf in the region. Give the Moon Goddess one last chance to show you the way. If you do not find your mate there, I will support your choice to marry Lilith.”
Stephan frowned. “You know that’s a waste of time.”
“Humor me, Stephan,” Alberta pressed. “You owe yourself that much. One last chance. Then, I promise, I’ll stop interfering.”
Stephan hesitated, running his thumb over his jaw as he considered her words. He knew his mother wouldn’t relent unless he agreed, and part of him—a very small part—clung to the hope that maybe, just maybe, the Goddess hadn’t abandoned him completely.
“Fine,” he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. “You can have your ball. But once it’s over, no more objections to Lilith. Understood?”
Alberta’s smile brightened. “Understood. You’ll thank me when you find her.”
Stephan rolled his eyes. “Right. When is this ball supposed to happen, anyway?”
“Tomorrow,” Alberta said, already stepping toward the door. “We don’t have much time to prepare.”
“Tomorrow?” Stephan’s eyes widened in disbelief. “How are you going to pull that off?”
“I’m your mother,” Alberta replied with a wink. “I’ll manage. Full moon is tomorrow night, after all.”
She swept out of the room, already barking orders to the staff outside, leaving Stephan standing there with a heavy feeling in his chest.
“You know she’s right,” came the gruff voice of Mateo, his wolf, inside his head. “We should wait for mate.”
Stephan sighed, rubbing his temples. “I don’t think she’s out there, Mateo. The Moon Goddess has forsaken us.”
Mateo growled softly. “She hasn’t. We’ll find her. And it’s not Lilith. I don’t like her. I like Camille even less.”
Stephan winced. Camille was one of the women who had been vying for his attention recently, an entitled princess with no concept of loyalty or duty. “You will do as I say,” Stephan shot back, irritation creeping into his voice.
“We’ll see about that,” Mateo chuckled darkly, severing their connection before Stephan could respond.
“Stephan,” a familiar voice broke through his thoughts. Maximus, his Beta and closest friend, stepped into the room, his expression grim. “What was all that about?”
Stephan waved a dismissive hand. “Mother is throwing a ball. I’m sure you’ll hear about it soon enough. What’s going on?”
Maximus placed a photo on the desk, his jaw tight. “Another kidnapping. This time, it’s a young boy. Taken early this morning on his way to school.”
Stephan’s heart sank. “Do we have any leads?”
Maximus shook his head, frustration evident in his every movement. “Not much. There’s some damaged security footage—a dark four-door SUV, but no clear identification. This makes ten disappearances in the last month.”
Stephan clenched his fists, his mood darkening. “They’re careful. Too careful. This has to be connected to something bigger.”
Maximus nodded. “I agree. And with the ball tomorrow night, we’ll have a lot of young wolves gathered in one place. It might be an opportunity to set a trap.”
Stephan considered it, then nodded. “Double patrols. I want eyes everywhere. And no mistakes.”
“Got it,” Maximus said. He hesitated, glancing at Stephan. “Is there any particular reason your mother is throwing this ball?”
Stephan let out a tired laugh. “She thinks I’ll find my mate before I announce my choice of Lilith.”
Maximus raised an eyebrow. “And what do you think?”
Stephan rubbed his beard, the weight of his decision pressing down on him again. “I don’t know, Maximus. I want to believe in the mate bond, but I can’t wait forever. The kingdom needs stability.”
Maximus clapped him on the shoulder. “You’re still in the prime of your life. The Moon Goddess hasn’t given up on you yet. Maybe there’s a reason she’s made you wait this long.”
“Or maybe she’s punishing me for the sins of my father,” Stephan muttered, the dark memories of his youth flashing through his mind.
“Those were your father’s sins,” Maximus said firmly. “Not yours. You’re a better man than him, Stephan. The Goddess will not forsake you.”
Stephan smiled weakly, though the weight on his chest remained. “I hope you’re right, Maximus. I hope you’re right.”