CHAPTER FIFTY-SEVEN
JULIE
Four days.
Four days have passed and no news from H.
I haven’t seen him since he found out about Janina’s pregnancy.
I miss him. I wanted to see him.
But I know he needed time and space for the things that were moving so fast with him.
The day I caught the knife that was supposed to be for him, I knew in myself that I was ready to lay down my whole life for him. It was only then that I knew how much I loved him.
I didn’t think of the future ahead of me, all I could think about was his.
I didn’t think about my plans for myself, but for his life ahead of him.
When the knife touched my skin, I didn’t feel anything, pain or whatsoever.
All I can feel is happiness, because I got to save him.
I love him in so many ways. I couldn’t love anyone.
I love him ju
