*** MATURE CONTENT READERS MUST BE 18++ ***
I have been sleeping for almost an hour now, I know. But I felt a cold wind come in and land on my face. And I know who it is, I try to close my eyes because maybe when I open it, he wasn’t there anymore and I would just get hurt. But I couldn’t help it because I could feel him all around me. I knew he was here and I really wanted to see him.
When I opened my eyes slowly all I could see is darkness and him.
He was sitting on my open window sill and he turned his back on the moonlight behind him.
He knows I am awake because his body stiffened. But he didn’t move to where he was sitting.
An overwhelming sadness enveloped me as I see how beautiful he is in the darkness.
My kind of Prince of Darkness.
“I miss you.” I told him.
I saw he clenched his fist, restraining himself. But I don’t want him to hold back.
I sat down on my bed and look at him, I wanted to see his face so I attempt to turn on my lamp.
“Don’t. I want it dark.” He said. And then I realized just how much I am longing for his deep voice. How I love his voice talking at me.
I pat my bed beside me. “Come here.” I urged him.
My legs are swinging on my bed then I remembered that I am wearing the night wear I wear the first night we’ve been together.
I can’t see him, but I know he can see me. All of me by the help of the moonlight peeking at my window.
He no longer hesitated and approached me. But he did not sit on the bed next to me. He sat on the floor between my legs and hugged my waist while his face was on my stomach. His hands snake around my waist more, he draws me closer to him even more. This position is so intimate not just sexually, but emotionally. He shows me how much he worshiped me, how much he feels about me.
I caress his hair while he’s sobbing on my stomach silently.
"I know you're scared now." I told him.
“I know that you know.” He growls.
"I also know you hesitate if that baby is yours." He nods. I kept on caressing his hair.
"But if the baby is really yours, I don't want you to make the same mistake your Mom did to you. Promise me." I held back my tears, but I couldn't. I feel like this is the last time I will see and talk to him so I have or tell this.
He nods and he tighten his grip on me, I feel like he don’t want to let me go. I am too. I want to keep him forever.
“H, this is the first time I have felt something like this.” I sob.
He turns his face on me, he holds my hands and kissed it passionately.
“This isn’t goodbye, J.” He said.
“You know it is, H.” I told him, I saw a pain in his beautiful green eyes.
“I love you, Julie.” He said, and I have to be strong to restrain myself to encourage him and hide away forever.
“I love you too.”
He kissed me, hungrily and passionately, full of love and adoration.
I lie on my bed while he’s hovering above me, not stopping on kissing me.
He pressed his forehead on mine.
“I want to have that baby with you.” He admits. And I smiled sadly because I know if he tries to impregnate me tonight, I will let him.
That’s how power H has on me.
All the smart decisions are thrown on the window if I am with him.
I lose my sense of right or wrong when I'm with him. And I don’t know if it’s good or bad.
I chuckled sadly "Coincidentally two H's are going to roam around this planet."
He kissed me. Almost too painful.
"And risk the bright future that awaits you and mix you with the chaotic world I have." He said, truthfully but not all is true.
“I am a mess too, H. Don’t ever forget about that.”
“But you are too perfect to be in this mess, J. I love you enough to let you go if you say so.”
“I want you forever, H. I would deny you for the rest of the word, But I wouldn’t deny you for myself.” I kissed him. And tugging his belt. Eager to feel him inside me.
Both of us panting. Breathing so heavily.
“Then keep me.” He growls in between kisses on my neck, assaulting it and I am sure it will leave a mark tomorrow but I don’t care.
“You are a bad influence, Hero Anthony.” I tug his jeans and his hands roaming all over my body.
“Never claim I was.” He lowers himself and remove my panties in one swipe.
He lowers himself more and I have to look at him. I am eager to see him.
Later I felt the coldness of his tongue piercing around my clit and I suppressed a moan. I have to remember that Jess and Janina is in the other room, But god. The feeling is exquisite.
“OH, god.” I moan I between his kisses on my core.
“H will do, baby.” He growls. And I feel my orgasms building up on me.
“I’m going to come.” I told him, moaning. Panting.
He smirks below me “Come in my mouth, baby.”
And I did. f**k. That was wild.
Even though I couldn't breathe properly, he positioned himself on top of me and inserted his thick c**k into my throbbing clit and he pressed his hands on my mouth to prevent me from screaming while he was thrusting inside me fast and deep. All i can see is his eyes wild from light green to dark. He is growling in my ears.