CHAPTER FIFTY-THREE JANINA I am cheating on H. I wasn’t prepared and I didn’t think I would get to the point where I would fool him. I had fallen in love with H the moment I first saw him. And first, I am coward enough to stay away from him because we have a different circle to belong to. He is wreck less, I am proper. He is bad, I am good. He is famous for being a play boy and a bad boy, I am famous for being smart, rich, blonde girl. But I loved him. I have dared myself to admit to me and to the rest of the world that Janina Rose Courtney also had a bad boy fantasy. But is it just a fantasy? Having to date someone like H is like dating a prince. I feel nothing else when I am with him but safety. He made me feel secure because I know he is against cheating. But that changed sinc

