CHAPTER SIXTEEN JULIE Morning came so slow as I lying with Eric on his bed. I didn’t sleep, I did nothing but stare out the window while the heavy rain was pouring down. Today is the day Eric comes home back to Harvard. I don’t know what I am feeling. I feel like it’s my bad habit because I think I can breathe again away from him. I looked at his hands holding my hand, I kissed it and closed my eyes. “I love you.” I whispered to him and I feel him kiss the back of my head. I wonder what it feels like if we are like this after we get married. This is what I wanted, right? Quiet, Away from Chaos, Stability and Assurance. All of this I can see and feel with Eric. So whatever temptation enters my mind, I should avoid. Right now, I am so lucky to have Eric. The one who accept wh

