CHAPTER FOURTY-NINE H Julie and I were quiet the whole drive and not a word was spoken by the two of us. It’s funny to think that how we started our trip happy and excited, who would’ve thought that it will end with so many words left unsaid and action to take. The moment after we ate breakfast in Pennsylvania, when I saw Julie staring out my bedroom window, I knew what was on her mind. She wouldn’t pushed this further. She has no intention of pursuing whatever we have started here. I feel like our return to Washington today is the end of Julie and H. It seems like a deadline has been set in my life. I have no regrets that I showed her who I really am, not even completely and less than half of what I showed, and at least I was able to show her some of it. She didn’t judge just like I k

