CHAPTER ELEVEN JULIE The sun has risen, I have been lying here in my dorm room for more than an hour now since I came home from H. I can’t bring myself to go home to Eric after what I’ve done. So I called him and tell him that everything was fine, It’s just that Jess needs me so badly tonight. And I’ll get back with him later when I go home. Eric also will be going home to Harvard later. I need to face him sooner or later, I just really need to be brave. I waited for my alarm clock to ring, I have been exhausted. Nothing else runs through my mind is how much I loved H made me feel when we had s*x last night. It feels like he controls me, And I am controlling him too. I feel like I can drive him crazy just on the palm of my hands. He was giving me power to send him in his euphori

