You, Me & Everything in Between

The one who wants to have more

CHAPTER FOUR

JULIE

I decided to get some air in the girls' bathroom. Fortunately, there is no one else but me.

My heart seemed to explode at what H said. Honestly, what does he care about my relationship with Eric? He has no right. I’m so mad at H right now. Fortunately, Janine didn’t notice. I don’t know what I will do when Janine finds out that I kissed her boyfriend.

I was about to go out of the bathroom when I saw H at the door, standing. Hands in his front jean pocket. Looking like a f*****g God staring straight at me.

But I remembered that I was angry with him. “What are you doing here?” I washed my hands as I ignored his presence.

“Why didn’t you tell me you had a boyfriend?”

“You didn’t ask.”

H laughed dryly.

“Look, H. if you think there’s something going on between us, you are hallucinating. I have a boyfriend, and I love him. So please, don’t make everything complicated. I’ll just start here at WSU for 1 week. And here you are.” I gestured between the two of us.

But H didn't move from where he was standing and just stared at me.

I was about to leave when H pulled me close to him.

“I don’t know what it is. But I have feelings for you.” H confessed as I pulled my hair in front of my face.

I laugh. Laugh hysterically. H face changed. It seems like he’s mad at me or something. I would be mad at myself too. But what does he expect? We have just met a couple of times. Maybe he thinks that I am easily pushed, but I am not. I am not gullible. I know boys just like H.

“We’ve known each other since yesterday. Whatever you’re feeling, it’s just lust. And I’m used to boys like you chasing me.” I answered him dryly.

What I was saying seemed to affect H and he let go of his grip on my arm. And I immediately left the comfort room.

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After a very long day of class and arguing with H. I was able to relax in the comfort of my room. I finished all the homework I needed to do this week. I think I really need to make my mind occupied. I can’t keep thinking of H.

I heard someone flirting and laughing in the living room. Please don’t let it be H and Janine.

When I opened the door, it was just Joel and Jessica and I took a deep breath.

“What the f**k, guys. You only met yesterday and it’s like you can’t be separated anymore.” I told them as I leaned against the door frame of my room.

“Yeah, I just can’t get enough of Jess. Just like you and H.” Joel banters.

“What about Me and H?”

“Oh come on, Jellybean. It’s pretty obvious there’s a s****l tension building between the two of you.”

I immediately ran to Joel and covered his mouth. “f**k you, Joel. Janine can hear you.”

“Stop denying.”

“He’s right, Julie. Maybe try to have s*x with H for one night. I think you’re just looking for a bad boy figure to mess around with. ”Jessica suggested.

I sighed in defeat. “Seriously guys? I can’t believe I’m hearing you two right now.” I went inside my room and I heard them laughing.

Maybe Jess was right. Maybe I’m just looking for something new. You see, I am no longer a virgin. Eric and I decided to do it this year when I turned 18. We are also not sexually active. Because we are far from each other.

Oh god, I can’t believe I’m thinking or considering about it. But no. I won’t have s*x with H. Never.

I decided to get some water while Joel and Jess were watching. I drank and decided to watch them too, when the door of the apartment suddenly opened and we saw Janina and H kissing and flirting. Oh god!

We were all shocked, but H? He looked at me and he smirked. A very dark and sinister smirk. f**k you H!

“I’m sorry. I didn’t know you were all still awake.” Janine adjusted her dress, looking embarrassed.

“Don’t mind us. Continue what you two were doing.” I told them. I felt Joel and Jess looking at me. And a realization washed over me.

“Oh, Oh god! It’s not like I wanted to watch you two.. uhm, you know. Just continue it in your room, Janine. Please.” H smirks at me. This asshole is going to be the death of me.

“oh yeah. Sure.” And both of them entered Janine’s room. But it was too quiet.

After an hour, I decided to fall asleep. And sleep finds me peacefully that night.

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H

I really meant to show Julie what I was doing to Janine so I could see her reaction. And I don’t regret it because I saw that she was jealous when she saw Janine and me. But when we entered the room, I told Janine that I wanted to sleep. And she let me. An hour passed by. I didn’t hear anyone in the living room, so I decided to go home.

I was going to go home, but when I saw Julie’s door, I slowly opened it.

She was there. Sleeping peacefully. I want that kind of peace. Maybe from her?

She was wearing short shorts that showed her long and tight legs. Loose crop top that I can almost see her milky white stomach.

That kind of sight seemed to electrify my whole body and go straight to my Groin.

call me rude or creep? But the woman sleeping in front of me is mine. And I’ll make sure I will get what is meant to be mine.

I brought her comforter to her tiny little body. And I arranged the hair that was blocking her beautiful face. I made sure her windows were locked and I left their apartment. While I can still leave. Because I don’t know if I can control myself when Julie is around.

When I got home to the Frat house, Peter was waiting in my room. He is my best friend.

I lay down on my bed. I’m so tired today.

“What do you want from Julie Stacey, H?” He popped the question he'd been dying to ask me since this morning.

“I don’t know. Maybe s*x or...” I stopped thinking

“Or what?”

“Or her?” I told him honestly.

He sighs. “This is the first time I ever saw you look at a woman like that. Get it over with, H. Girls like Julie won’t be for someone like you.”

“Like me?”

“Yes, H. Like you.”

“Why not?”

“Because Julie’s likes are only for people who have so much to offer. But those like you are able to settle with less.”

I didn’t answer him. Because I know what he said was true. I can never be enough for Julie Stacey.