CHAPTER EIGHTY-SEVEN H It has been a week since Julie and I had an argument. Or should I say fight. It wasn’t a normal argument between two people because that night we’ve become messy. I know I am the one to blame for leaving her alone in such a painful time for the two of us, she is right though. She lost him too. And I am selfish enough to just think about my own pain and drown in it and I didn’t even look further in Julie. I did nothing else for Julie after that but love and understand her. There was never a day that I didn't apologize to her every time I approached her and she’s flinching. I made her scared of me, and I deserved it. The look on Julie’s face that night sometimes it’s waking me up in my sleep. The sheer horror on her face, that night I know what she saw in me

