CHAPTER EIGHTY-FOUR
JULIE
The baby is gone.
That’s all I can f*****g think about ever since the drive to our home. None of us is talking. None of us is reaching out.
I know H well enough to see in his eyes the disappointment.
He tried so many times to make me stop working, but I didn’t listen. Now, our child is gone. All because of me. I am the only one to blame. I didn’t pay much attention.
H supports me on the couch to sit down. Until now he has not looked me straight in the eyes. His voices are very calm and tender but his eyes are holding rage and fury.
His fighting his own because of me. I deserved all the cold his been giving me. But it’s unfair, I have lost my child too? It’s not that I want any of this to happen if I know.
“Just rest here. I'm just leaving, don't wait for m
