CHAPTER FIFTY-ONE H The moment she said that whatever we have ends there, I feel my life ends too at the same time. Sounds cliché? It is. I never thought I would feel this way especially with the woman I just met three months ago. But you see, that's what I'm scared of. I have met many women over time, some I have known longer than Julie. And there's Janina that I have almost nothing more to ask for when it comes to relationships. Why do I feel this way with Julie Stacey? She’s not the most beautiful woman I’ve ever met, nor is she the sexiest woman I f****d. But f**k it, she always made me feel things I had no control over. Every time I look her in the eye, I see the best future I can have with her. Every time I'm with her, it's like I'm going back to my childhood thrilled and happy

