CHAPTER SEVENTY-FIVE
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I have been preparing for this day. Julie and I had our first-year anniversary. I have been preparing for this for a long time. Maybe about five months ago, because I don't see anything else in our relationship but the many years ahead of us.
If this is how it feels to be loved, I am ready to go through all the bad things that happened to me again so that I can be rewarded with one Julie in my life.
She’s my salvation, and I tried my best to make her feel that way.
She saved me without even knowing it.
I promised myself that I will be the best I can for her.
And for a year, I think I didn’t fail every time that Julie looking at me full of happiness and love.
It confirms my rising anxiety if I ever made her feel the happiness and love that she deserved.
This
