Jasmine POV
I don’t know how much time has passed, but it means nothing to me now. My mind has shut down and I just stare blankly at the ceiling above me. I miss my mom. My heart aches for her so badly. I miss the way she would run her fingers through my hair while I snuggled with her on the sofa. I miss the conversations we would have after she got home from work. I miss the way her nose would crinkle when she laughed.
I hate to admit it, but I miss Carter, too. While I barely know him, I feel like I have known him my entire life. I find myself dreaming of the life we could have had. It was the only thing that I have held onto during the misery everyday here has brought. I dreamed of our wedding. Our home. Our children. How stupid our first fight would have been. Mostly, I dreamed of o
