OUR WORLD
Loosing my mind
Chapter One
Eva pov
It's already time for lunch, but I still have few documents to type before I go to lunch. Today I have plans to eat lunch with my new friend Tom at the eatery close to my office. So I watch my colleagues leave before I hurry up with the little work I have.
I put my desk in order and stand to go, my start vibratiing.....
Hello, I will be there soon.... I said, Tom hums and there was a beep
I sighed as I stare at the phone, he couldn't even answer audible... I sigh again.
I should have reconsider not going but I don't want him to think am childish.
I pick up my bag and quickly leave the office to the elevator.
It's twenty minutes at most with him anyway..
When I step into the eatery, he wave his hands to draw my attention, he is sitting at the inner corner of the eatery, I have been here several times with my colleagues, so it's still as cosy as always.
I stroll to the chair in front of him and sit down. He is wearing a blue pants and orange shirt, that's comical for me. He's a guy, so why the colour's. I order for my sandwich, orange juice and banana cake for dessert.
Hi... Thought you won't come..
He let out
Am here... Just busy with work. My is served and I dig in hasty.
Oh come on... Easy, are you that hungry.... He mocked
I stare at him and he apologize
Did you forget, this is a lunch break, and I have to go back to work soon... I reply defensively
Sorry dear... He whispers.
Why do you want to see me.. I counter back before he chip in another irrelevant story.
OH... He stare deeply at my busy mouth.
Just.... Just... He stutters
See Eva I missed you, I know you may think am not supposed to, but I have think about you even without realizing that we agreed to be friends.... He sigh and rub his neck shyly. I giggle with a full mouth. I drink my juice to settle my sandwich into my stomach. I push the plate aside and bring my dessert in front of me and start scooping it up to my mouth like he didn't even matter.
Eva... Please talk to me.. He pleads.
But I have my experience to be swayed by him.
Sorry Tom... I slurred a lot is wrong with your request that I can't consider. You are too good Tom, and sorry ...... I continue, am not ready about the love thing... I lied
Good men have approached me, but my childhood sweetheart was also too but... I caution myself internally, I have to let it totally. Not like am comparing them to Edward but I don't want to experience it again. I check my watch and screams in my head ...
Oh gosh....how time fly... I mumble to myself.
Thanks for your time.... I open my bag and take out money and drop it off thru table.. Sorry I have to go back to work.
Eva.... He groans out
I don't want to be late pleaser... I reply with a frown..
How can he be so selfish... I murmur.
I make a quiz stroll to my office building., I pressed the button for the elevator to take to my office floor. It is closing when it halted with a muscular hand, and I tip my head up to see who it is but I was struck with shock with the handsome godlike man in front of me.. Am still staring deep in to his beautiful gray iris and long black lashes.. There is fine lines around his eyes like he's smiling.
His nose is well shaped and oh my gosh, his lips are tempting... I notice it is closer and lift my hand unconsciously to touch them, instantly I realized that I don't know this man, I withdraw my hand but he hold my fingers and I struggle to get free but realized I started this, so I apologize.
Am so sorry. Forgive my rudeness...i croak out.
Before I could continue , the handsome stranger takes my fingers and touch his lips and I close my eyes to hide my arousal, he kisses my fingers until he gets at the tip of my fingers and I open my eyes staring at him his divine orbs....I gasp in shock and blush... He let go of my fingers and I withdraw my hand and step back in to the elevator.
He is starring at me, I think am becoming nervous now, I drop my eyes to his black shoes and face facepalm myself internally...
What just happened, did I just loose my mind over this soul capturing stranger... Why couldn't I control myself... Fuck.. I need to disappear from here before he misunderstand me.
But damn what's to misunderstand, I just showed him that am into him..
I sense he is still gazing at me and tip my head up to steal a glance from him. He stalk towards me and crash his lips on my lips and I gasp... He take that moment to access my mouth... I lift my hands to push him away but he's immovable, his kisses becomes frantic and irresistible and I return his kisses.
This is bad... So dangerous my mind tells me but my heart is beating for whatever he's doing and I can't stop him either.
I don't know how long but our kisses stop due to the beeping of the elevator.
I regain myself and push myself back from him. He has his hands up in surrender and step away for me to get off.
I hurriedly let without looking behind me, he said something I couldn't grab cause my mind was hazy.