CHANGED

I should've gone straight home.

OMEGA POV

I don’t know WHY or HOW I'd gotten myself into this position. 

But here I was sitting in the driver seat of that asshole’s car, and it felt amazing! His BMW was more smother than my old four-wheel that I called the kids car, because aunt LooLoo bought them a movie player and had it installed along with an arts and crafts table that fit over their car seats. I reeved the engine as I got to the end of the road, I put my foot down, the tires sending a piercing noise out into the night. I’d been a mum for only two years, but this felt like a freedom I’d never felt before. No wonder he drive’s it.

I’m not surprised to find him standing by the side of the road, his arms folded across his chest. I pull over a head of him waiting for him to get in.

O you can do this, you have to do this.

Doesn’t make it any easier though does it.

He got in the car; I watched his every move. He was smiling, dimples showing on each side of his checks. He’s beautiful, don’t act like you don’t know it. He looked up at me, those eyes.

“If you plan on getting home safely, I’d stop biting your lip.”

“Yes alpha.” I see him shaking his head as I pulled out on to the road.

“You’ve been gone for a long time; I didn’t think you were going to show up.” Was that remorse I could hear in his voice? It had to be the whole soul-pull thing Grammy explained to me when I first ever experienced, she said I was just scared to let myself be me. Maybe she was right, after-all my own soul mate, the only person in the world who was supposed to love me, never did. Why would I want to be here?

“I’ve been busy.” I hear you’ve been busy too, knocking down thing’s like a big bad wolf. I don’t say it out loud, that was really none of my business. “How’s what’s her name?” Crap, I forgot her name, MUM brain kicking me down yet again.

“She’s been married to Parker for nearly two year’s now.” I can feel him watching my every movement, waiting for me to faulter.

“How wonderful, I’m happy for her.” Parker was one of the people I’d seen at the party at that night, when he realized what mess he walked out into he dropped to the floor laughing. Asher clicks his teeth together.

“Yeah no doubt.” I could hear the sarcasm in his voice. “What about you? I don’t see a ring?” Of course, you’d tun it back on me like that.

“She didn’t want to get married.” He laughed; I’d forgotten how perfect it sounded.

I shouldn’t have. All the memories, all of the pain I’d locked away flooded me with emotions.

“I am so sorry Omega. I know I f****d up. I know I caused you so much pain, but I don’t want you to leave again, but I don’t want you to stay and be in pain. And the fact that I have no control over it scares the hell out of me.” I pulled into his street, my heart sunk. I stopped the car in the middle of the road. 

"What happened!?" Tears fall down my face, I hate that I'm crying infront of him. 

Everything was gone, all the houses, the people. Not even a mailbox stood standing, all the trees were nothing more than wood for a fireplace.

"I happened." I turned toward's Asher, my head spinning. 

"What do you mean you happened?!" I couldn't breath,  I hold my chest. 

"I followed you home, I was too late." He pushed his blonde hair out of his eyes. "I shifted."

"You followed me?" I'd waited, I'd wanted him to pick me. To need me, why? I'll never know. 

"Of course I followed you, I'll always follow you." I can't help but laugh, this has to be someone idea of a sick joke. 

"If you had of said that to me two year's ago it would of worked, but now it doesn't matter." It's too late, how could I bring kid's into this mess? He'd destroyed our town, he'd destroyed us. If I didn't have the kid's I'd listen to Grammy, I'd be more worried about the pack. But truth was I wished every day they didn't have to turn, they lived anything but a normal life but they'd never been exposed to anything like this. 

"We should go, I'll show you to the way to the new house, I'll get Cas to drop my car off tomorrow." I stop looking around and walk back to the car. 

The rest of the car ride was silent, besides for his instructions on where to turn. And the occasional time's I'd glance over to find him already staring at me. 

"Do you hate me?" Ooooooof. I wish I did. I really do. 

"Breaking up with you didn't make me hate you Asher, it made me feel sorry for you. You had nothing. I was ready to give you my whole world and it still wasn't enough. I guess you still haven't found your 'enough' yet." I nod to the bruises on his knuckles. He cover's them.

"Believe me I have. I'm just trying not to let her go again." 

"Will you still be here tomorrow?" Why care now? What's changed? 

"I leave tomorrow afternoon."

"Already? I thought." He started twitching. "O. GET OUT OF THE CAR!" i listened to him, I got out just as he shifted. He stood in front of me, his white fur shinning under the moon's raise. . 

"What are you doing?" I moved backwards.

 f**k. 

Was he really going to make me shift right now!