In Every Universe

I'm sitting on my classroom bench waiting for the teacher to start the class but their is noone present, I look back to see if "Amy" my best friend is present today. Oh God what a boring day!...said Amy to me but still looking to someone else,god knows whom... Yes it is, By the way where were you yesterday? I called u but u just ignored it...I said her with some anger in my voice. Hey,chill Babe.. I was in the dinner party with my family and I reached at home late so I thought u would be sleeping. that's why I didn't call u...Amy explain with confidence. Okay..no problem..i replied After school I go home but all of a sudden someone knocked at my door. Don't knock just come inside..I said. Oh no, my cousin is here and now there is no escape because I am well aware what is going to happen..she will tell entire story of her life..I mean story of her school crush, story of her boyfriends..f***k, I was in my own soul talking when she intrupt.. what r u doing don't u have any work to do or u r trying to anger mom. I was relaxed before she said this, I didn't say anything other than "Get Out".she get up from my bed and run out with a bang on the door. but in this hurry she forget her cell phone here in my room. After some time her phone start buzzing but what can I do nothing right. I just take a peek on it, there was a photo flashing of a boy, who looks younger than me..his name wasn't there then I try to find out the name but damn,what's the password?..I don't know the password. Before I tried to fill the password, she came into the room in rush. she saw me with her phone...my inner soul answered this dangerous gaze of her's, which is saying if I don't answer her right in this moment, she will kill me right here... I...I wa..I mean..I...was just..loking at this photo...(my inner soul...u f***d up).. Do you know who is he?..she asked me with her so called attitude, tilting her head toward me with perching gaze like she wants to make some holes on my body. No..I said without any hesitation.. She started to come toward me and sit beside me and again here she goes with interrogation. Do u want me to tell u because he is not the one whom I'm dating...By the way, Do u have a boyfriend?...she asked me with suspicion. It's not, I want to know who is he, it's just I'm curious because we know each other...not completely....but I have never seen this boy ever with u.and for ur last question..I don't have anyone..... what do mean by "don't have anyone"?...here goes she again(my inner soul:kill me now)... Then i answer "I MEAN I DON'T HAVE A BOYFRIEND"..could u please tell me now who he is?...angred and frustrated because of her useless questions. He is my friend..u have never seen him because he is in America and he doesn't have a girlfriend. if u want to..I can talk to him for u... I interfere with "NO, Please", I don't want anything,I told u..I was just...just asking u because I thought he is ur boyfriend..and you didn't tell me about him. that was just it...you can leave now, please. Fine...she said and left me behind, alone. Now, I am alone what i should do it's evening already.i lay on my bed..thinking about the photo..I don't know why he is still in my mind. he was younger than me not by 2 years but more than that... this feeling is killing me... Ritu Come down, Dinner is ready..Mom called me. So, I go down and look around, praying that my cousin Moana would not be there....but unfortunately she was sitting in the dinning room with my brother. Please Moana don't try to utter a word about our conversation....I was praying under by breathe..but f***k she just did it.. She likes a boy Aunt Marry but she don't wants to accept it..she said without looking at me to my mom as I will kick her right here. Well, yes I really wanted to kick her right there but I was embarrassed at the same time because of her words she told my mom. At the same time when i was expecting moana will look at me but my mom glared at me like I did something wrong..I utter again under my breathe "I don't like that boy now I'm going to hate him, hate him,hate him, hate himmmm...." What? I don't know that boy and I don't like him. why are u glaring at me like I murdered someone?..again everyone looked at me and said in unison "Nothing". But this glaring thing doesn't stop here, Mom said again something that I hate the most "Focus on your studies, love doesn't exist.you can't love.After 2 minutes of silence....let me see your marks this year because if you will fail to get good marks, you will not get admission in any college because colleges don't take useless students just like u..get it...now go to your room and study. I want to cry after hearing all this rubbish but I can't cry, I can't show them my tears, I don't want them to know that I'm hurt..I'm hurt by her words..it hurts but no I can't...I stand and run to my room, lock the door and start crying. I cried continuously whole night but no one came to me not my brother not that cousin of mine..no one..I was alone all night. Next day..I wake up by a loud voice of Brother...Don't you wanna go to school, hurry up...