Just for you

Is not to late for an apology But my body won't let me, the words been fading I've been looking for excuses not see you But the feelings are tormenting me, even in my dreams The guilt I have inside its tearing my insides Lord help me decide, please give me a sign How can I lie to my heart, just one day How can I break apart, death will come my way How can I show my face, it ain't smiling anyway All of this, is because I've change, just for you I can't erase my mistakes so deep in my memories You've shatter me so many times, you rub it in my face everytime I put my s**t on aside, just to help you calm your demons And my head is a mess, I've taken so much treason I'm not a work of art with a perfect life How can I lie to my heart, just one day How can I break apart, death will come my way How can I show my face, it ain't smiling anyway All of this, is because I've change, just for you You have lied, I forgave you You've forsaken my trust, I forgave you You tread me as trash, I forgave you You've beaten me down, I forgave you I wanted to change, but I was to blue How can I lie to my heart, just one day How can I break apart, death will come my way How can I show my face, it ain't smiling anyway All of this, is because I've change, just for you