I HAVE A CRUSH ON YOU

~?????~ #crush ??? FRANKLY I HAD CRUSH ON HIM . There was that guy who was so good looking, cute, handsome, charming, classy, attractive, intelligent and soft spoken(at last for me ). I saw him on 25th March for the first time but I had a crush on him from 31 July itself.Any way this is how I treated him. I m frankly gonna share my personal views on Crush. I think teenage years are one of the most amazing and conffuseing times of one's life. Bassicaly this is the first time when somebody develop a crush on someone. From my personal experience I'll tell that it's literally the best experience ever. Around my crush, my IQ levels dropped lower then that of a 4 years♀️, my brain goes into retard mode, My head goes completely empty ,and started doing nonsense shorts of works ♂️. And started happening so strange. Like................. 1.I had butterflies in my stomach. 2.I get very guerded. 3.Sometimes I talked non-stop & behave involuntarily for his attention⚠. 4.I had been talking rubbish too sometimes. 5.I smiled for no reason. 6.I becomed extra conscious of my looks. That doesn't feel comfortable at all. 7.I never missed any excuse to be around his more often. I feel tha rush of Happyness when I saw him around me. 8.I MAkED JOKES ABOUT HIM!!! & in the form of him. Yes sadly I do. I even laugh at them. Don't poor kind him. I'm victim here. 9.when he engaged me in conversation. I acted all cool & pretend like it is no big deal 10.I don't laugh? much. Not even at his jokes. 11.I tend to look at him 10/11 times with a constant fear of getting caught. But really I can't stop looking at him when he wired Royal Blue or Carbon Blue Shart or T-shirt 12.Sometimes I uses to asked him silly questions what I already know. By the way . 13.I used to asked him for pen even when I had.frankly to say love to do it. 14.I feel the rush of Happiness when I see him online. When I see his text. Even last seen also.But most horrible matter occur during check last seen,when I mistakely touch on call and make a call. Its horrible. By the way, There are many others but these are most common one☝. I'll tell that "Crush" It's really big distraction. You will get distracted from you goals? , if any. U will waste significant amount of time thinking about your crush, thus it will Affect you badly in other areas of life. It can cause you mood swings as when your crush talks with you or observes you. You get highigh & when opposite of that happens you get depressed. So, in other words your mood become puupet of your crush's action. And most bad and effective one is ...... If your friends or a friend share common crush, may it just for joke but you must take it seriously & this missunderstanding can create a tough fight between you and & ruin your friendship.& U must Worry for it, & also you should laught at you for all these silly matters.?♀️ That's all ☺☺. But it Beautiful✨✨✨❤❤.