Broken

As I wrote my Grade 9 exams and passed, i was promoted to Grade 10. From older friends and teachers, I was told that Grade 10 and above will be a hard journey, as you will be making decisions on what you should study in University. When the school resumed to a new session, I happily wore my normal clothes and hoped for school i was so ready to face a new world. I was told that new students were coming to the school so my entire mind was that I am not gonna let friends distract me,neither would I fall in love with anyone. I didn't wear the uniform because I had issues getting mine. I went into the class, and saw new people. Truly my classmate Rebecca was right i thought to myself. As I got inside the class i saw some of my old classmates. We greeted and I was told that few left to continue education elsewhere. When I asked about an old friend Victor I was informed he left to the States. I couldn't bear it but I pretended as though everything was alright. My new classmates are Diva, Andrew, Juliet, Lily, Allen, Joe and Peterson. They were all silent and calm. We went for the devotion and with the ego I had last night i chose the front sit. After the devotion i noticed a guy he was quite handsome, not that he was the the finest amongst everyone but I felt some sorts of attraction towards him. The class was divided into three sections, two science classes and one art class. I was in the second science class. I went into the classroom i noticed that his was in the same class as I. I am a shy person and felt it would be absurd to speak to him first. Six periods had gone and it was time for a break. The school scheduled the timetable to make the break up to one hour so we had enough time to gist, eat and relax. Entering Grade 10 i had a little sense of maturity compared to Grade 9 because in Grade 9 i was not too serious with my academic work. During the break, he walked up to me surprisingly and I was nervous as he spoke to me. "Hi, I'm Andrew and I'm new to this school. Can I know your name cause I think your the nicest person I've seen for now" he said so courageous. I was blushing and was happy cause its been pretty long I received a compliment from someone. "I'm Olivia an old student it's nice to meet you" I said "You look real pretty, can you take me round the school I'm feeling bored" he asked. We went around the school, I showed him everywhere. He was really a flirty type of person. We laughed and retired back to class after the break. Andrew was really a nice guy, he sounded so intelligent and friendly. He might have been the dream man I've always wanted. He is the second child though and I could see in his eyes that he had started having feelings for me. Having a second thought , it only happens in movies and stories so I overlooked it. I've never had any actual experience in love though I've dated someone and broke up when I was in Grade 9. We dated for just 9 months and he kept making me work to get his attention which I wasn't willing to do. I didn't really care about the relationship. When we broke up it made no difference whatsoever. I found Andrew attractive and I'm also in a new relationship with Sebastian and I wasn't serious either. I couldn't take Andrews number because I didn't have a smartphone. It was school over so everyone had gone home including my boyfriend Sebastian and only Andrew and I were in class. He was so flirty and I would have done something nasty. All this while I've always wanted a boyfriend that would be super close to me ( in the order way). Andrew made a move on me but I stopped him because it would be shameless for me to have any weird activity with a guy I just met today. My guardian had come to pick me up from school and I bided him a goodbye. He waved me with a kiss on the air. Could this guy be into me I thought within myself. Getting home i took a shower, did my night chores and read a little bit. I couldn't read for long hours as i planned to cause all thats been on my mind is Andrew. The relationship between me and Sebastian is just three months old and I wasn't ready to break his heart. The thoughts of Andrew made me sleep off.