The Alphas Dilemma

Chapter Forty Nine

CHAPTER FORTY NINE

Emory's pov

I was still driving and my mind was in shambles. What the hell happened there? I got what I wanted but the tension between us was too palpable, and heavy and it suffocated me in my lungs. Kissing Gilbert or feeling him in my groin was never part of my plan. Gilbert was addictive. He knew it too but I still kind of regret kissing him even though I enjoyed it too. Goldie hopped playfully in my head and I felt like I was being mocked by her. I growled and it only made her more excited.

I needed a drink! And I was going to get more once I get home. Minutes later, I drove into my garage and parked my car in the garage, slamming the door before retreating into my condo. Jamal and Ruby were already fast asleep on the couch and I just shook my head before I looked for a blanket to cover them up with it. They always do this, fall asleep on the couch while watching shows they love on TV. Well, I couldn't blame them, they had to have fun on their way after working hours at the office doing duties for the company and pack. Ruby wiggled and mumbled some inaudible words before she went back to sleeping quietly and peacefully and I just smiled at how cute she could be sometimes before I went upstairs to my room. I was glad I met them sleeping though because they would definitely be interested in knowing how the dinner went and if the purpose of going to meet Gilbert was achieved. The hell it was and they would also want to know if anything spicy happened between us. And hell yeah, it did! I was glad it was just a kiss because if it exceeded that, I was not sure if I would be able to hold myself back.

With a sigh, I fished my phone out of my bag and dropped my purse on my bed. I sat in front of my vanity, staring at myself in the mirror. Alpha Gilbert was definitely a drug I couldn't get rid of from my system and it was bad… really bad. For the fact that we were opposing companies that were struggling for the top, we shouldn't be this involved with each other, it could affect my career. Not to mention the inhuman way he treated me, back when I was in his pack. I stood up abruptly and walked out of my room to the winery in the dining room to get a drink. Perhaps, a nice glass of expensive wine would help me ease my mind and make me stop thinking about Gilbert and his succulent, delicious soft lips.

I opened the wine bottle as I picked a glass cup and sat and helped myself to a full glass of red wine. I gulped the drink down at a time and it burned me at the back of my throat but I loved the sensation of it. I released a slow breath and filled my glass again, drinking it in a single gulp too. I knew I would finish the bottle at this rate and eventually get drunk, waking up with a banging hangover the next day but I couldn't help it. No matter how I willed myself, I just couldn't stop. All I just wanted was to forget what happened tonight for a while and only this would help me achieve that goal… hopefully since I messed the first one up.

Soon I was done with the bottle and I was drunk to a stupor as I staggered up to my room drunkenly. My sight was hazy and my senses were weak, making it hard for me to think of anything correctly. It was exhilarating. I entered my room and dropped onto my bed, my eyes stay glued to the ceiling but soon, I began to see Gilbert's face.

Don't even ask me how that was possible.

I groaned and turned to my side and closed my eyes "damnit… f**k you Gilbert, son of a b***h" I cussed under my breath as I began to feel sleepy… my eyes began to droop and soon I was out, slipping into a dream so enticing…

Gilbert walked into my room and I stared at him with wide eyes, how did he get in?

"What are you doing? You shouldn't be here, why did you follow me? I asked him as he came towards me in long determined strides, his face set hard, his jaw ticking continuously as his eyes settle on my lips.

"Shut up and kiss me" he growled and slapped his lips on mine aggressively. I moaned out so loud and it seemed like I was telling him to go on. He grabbed my ass and squeezed hard, making me moan more and he moved to my neck, kissing and biting and sucking so hard and so gently at the same time.

I ripped his shirt apart, making buttons clatter across the room on the floor, and let my hands roam his wide back and broad chest as he shredded my dress from my neckline letting it fall off my shoulders.

He carried me from my ass, naked in his hands, and sat my petite body on his lap, I doubted I even weighed anything. I gasped at his touch on my breast and arched my back to give him more access.

"I'm going to f**k you so hard until you call my name as you moan and tell me you're mine and only mine," he said in a whisper into my ear and I need gingerly so he could go on with whatever tantalizing thing he was doing to me.

He unclasped my bra and took a n****e into his mouth; sucking and biting and rolling his tongue across the tip as I writhe and moan while rocking him making his d**k swell and rub against my core. Then he placed me on the bed and quickly unbuckled his jeans before pulling them down, letting them pool at his feet before he took his feet and met me on the bed, his eyes raving over my body hungrily. His gaze met my eyes and we stared for seconds as our breaths mixed and our chests rose and fell in sheer desire for each other that it was killing us.

"f**k me, daddy," I said, and that broke the dam and the restraint he had been struggling to hold on to. With one smooth movement, he flipped me over and held my hands together over my back before he teased me by rubbing his d**k against my entrance back and forth, back and forth which made me lose my patience

"f**k Gilbert, please" I whined and he chuckled before smashing into me from behind, knocking all the breath out of me with just one move…