Reformation; Self grooming tips and tricks

it seems like its justified to ask but somehow you have seen as how they are doing I mean with regard to the other sisters also his own daughter he has absolutely no interest nor he has saved a penny. So you are required to change the norm now. out of the poverty you have to change it. Earn and save this much that you have no kind of begging and looking towards other even though they are your parents as they are not in a mood or habit. initially they were but then they have thought you are no longer their responsibilty. This is only said by the person who always look towards other for help and don't work on self .The problem lies within you. you never have thought out of the box. you always have been obsessed with those overwhelmed thoughts and all those problems. This is never going to change unless you want them to change. Also you have seen he is very well off but he no longer supports them when they are here they do so. Haven't you seen once you are married you no longer are their responsoiblity. I have to increase my income support myself. I am a magnet and I will attract all the money and income. See he has made this all himself; he has never asked you so as she also has a habit of savings so this is what makes one wealthier, Moreover no one supports you , you must try all these ways then if it doesnt works then you can say anything. your personality is what you have to develop yourself. You have to develop your own concepts regarding various things and beliefs. You have seen there these litigations end up no where also these things give you nothing except those feelings of hatred and envy. Also this leads to nothing but the people turn themselves to be enemies. Where ever in the world you have seen people fighting for petty things they get nothing but hate feelings for other people. See everyone has a disagreement over certain matters this is a part of life you can not ignore it. This goes all way around the world. What ever other people are doing or saying or even thinking about you is none of your business also living with the people around you can never make them comfortable with you. What ever they say do or think is not your business. your business is to think . Improve yourself on the work online. Improve your skills your fiver gigs. Research. Keep finding new ways on LinkedIn. Get into the world of digital marketing . start earning in dollars. I have to think about moving yo US. This must be your ultimate goal of life; work on it. work on improving your assets. Instead of being her and yelling at the top of your voice there are other options. Kids are not able to handle such a tempramentof the parents. Also you have seen worse than that . This is the time you have to delete all those past memories and instead of yelling like this , select an alternate way to delete. This is how he is going to record all these memories of you and him. There are other ways to handle you have been doing all this to Moiz. But if you continue doing this to Musa as well then you will have another child with such problems. I know sometimes its okay for the parents to be unreasonable but when kids don't listen to you at all then such kind of reaction is also very normal from a parent side. Similarly you are only responsible for their own kind of habits. When you are spending more time in solving those matters which are not in your control or beyond your grip you will loose all those energy at this age to fight for your own battles the one top most is financial independence, once which you are half of your problems are gone. So you need to find all those ways to be the financial independence. They do talk if not with you then to their own relatives. So, whatever other people are doing or what they are into is none of your business, The major hurdle you are going to have is the one to compete with your own problems and also the one you have to improve. improve your own problems. how to be the top most entrepreneur. ALso I have to move to USA or to get some higher education; making the better educational oppertunites and earning a large sum of money , O my subconscious help me in making money, O my subconscious help me in becoming a millionaire followed by a billionaire. Yes, I have to think very positively. What's done is done. I'm going to dig a grave for them and move on, SO lets begin with the first one. All those treatments I received as a child when I was abused and badly treated or looked down move past. Also, they are not your enemies. Say salam and maintain a safe distance from them unless they are alive. Then you will have a lot to see on your plate. So work harder for that. When I am moving past this I am also ignoring all those worst especially all those childhood memories. All those things I have experienced as a child. I forgive everyone who else has been doing all that with me, I will still have unless I have got everything fixed. the rule of power is what to ignore if sitting downstairs help you in solving all these problems then you can one. Also when you move past swiftly all those garbage your mind is going to be the most relaxed and relieved, past is past i live there no more no more in that very moment. this all is moved past, i have no memory of my childhood and all these bad moments. I am open to accept all kind of changes, these are good for personal development and growth, I am the one Darwin has established as the strongest of all these species. I am the most adaptable one in my environment. I can control my own mind by putting all those blindfolds. I can only listen to this song and whatever i am perceiving as with my all these five and even six senses. I am able to move past all that . Yes I am the one who can survive all these circumstances. Whatever they have been doing. thinking or acting is none of my problem. even if they say something then this can be recorded as valid proof of evidence. Then when you are not initiating anything there must not be any problem at all. When the initiation is not from your side then everything is going to be alright. Business in life is like a blessing in disguise. I have no idea as why my inner self has awaken me to be worried about the kid whom they always take me as a threat. So the good dead is that you must have to be at the god positive side. Make money and solve all of your problems in life. What ever you are upto then you need to stick to it. Whatever you start this must be done with the full motivation. Do everything with complete dedication. You gotta believe that you are going to make million of dollars via online work . Learn everything every day. Then keep on learning and stick to it, people are going to talk. This is what all people do. So let them say whatever they are trying to say. or let them do. This is none of your business to think about whatever they are doing or whatever they are doing. stop discussing these all matters with the junior staff as thats none of their business. You must not tell what is not required to be done. The same way he is going to talk at your back to other people. What ever you sow so shall you reap. This is rule of law or rule of nature , what ever you are saying this is going to come back to you. We all human beings make mistakes, no one on this Earth is away from errors, they all make mistakes. So do not find faults and errors in other people. you might be doing something other people are not doing. Everyone has flaws. So do not discuss , say a hush hush to these things. Even if they are doing so discussing this all to other people will not amount to any change. Its not going to make any impact. Hence discussing it with the junior staff is not going to make any kind of differnce, Then try to do and say something after passing it through three stages. Is it important, is it necessary and is it true, Therefore there is no need to disccuss. I have a gut feeling that this is going to effect you one day so when you develop such a gut feeling then you must stop discussing. He is coming late or early, on car or pedestal. Who is going to be picking up, its none of your business ; unless its directly your own business, you must not waste this all energy in thinking about all that matter. Unless this all is directly pointed onto you, still not you must be taking it at a personal level. This is already seen that people get affected, they are wounded and their feelings are also hurt. Moreover, you got do no job no financial independence no substance means of surveillance. therefore the only thing your brain does is to stuff it with all this garbage. Then you must not wait for a miracle to happen. Make these miracles happen to you, be the source, genuinely you have gone below the belt while you discuss all these matters. It truly depicts your level. You take yourself to the lowest level. He does so that you can reveal all such things and also these helpers play a role in all these politics. Let all the people onto their faith, I know human beings are selfish yet you have taken it to another level of toxicity. Where you have stopped caring about others. I know that its good that you pay no attention to other people's thoughts however being selfish that totally ignoring all this is not that much fine. You gotta have some responsibilities towards other people. Not just your own kids and spouse but also the elders who are relied and live with you, So u see in your situation , rather they are helpless. You have such a nature, so they have nothing on their hands other than to stay and tolerate you. When you give a damn even after all the privileges you enjoy that is so selfish of you, u have seen the spouse clearly do not care anymore. You have time as well as oppertunity to help them serve them. Moreover, you have no as such hurdles that are related to the family house holds. As you are truly blessed so instead of being the most dull and not creative at all you must be more creative and think out of the box. Also where you have no company and rely upon their company avoid going there. This all is very much smooth in your life, so let it go the same smooth. This all is the most relaxing experience in your life so acknowledge it. Do not get in the same trouble again. When the wind is in your way use this to develop all these muscles for the digitalization. This one year dedicate it to all the plans to upgrade your skills knowledge and AI technology. its not about getting to the peak or then all of the other people will still be struggling with the upgradation of the technology while you will be the winner making money in dollars. Once you start earning in dollars you will not only be beneficial for your own self and children but also to this society. Your own homeland and country. Mothers are connected to their children, these children after interacting with mothers will be also developing the same instincts as you have, you do not have to transfer all these biases to your children. With all these negativity they will never progress, do not repeat the same mistake your parents have made, they will never be able to make a change ending into those all the litigations that you have observed. You can never know whats the reason anyone is angry all these moods vary due to certain things. They have got to do nothing with you. so move on girl take that first step to be financially independent. This all may start from earning a single dollar. so it begins today. O my subconscious help me in understanding sss and start earning in dollars.