Chapter 17Morgan and I asked for more hours at J.C.’s. Instead of working four-hour shifts, we now worked six to eight hours. When we worked the same shifts, we rode together, holding hands. When we took smoke breaks, we leaned back against the store building and also into each other. We kept ourselves a proper distance apart at all times at home, even when Kenzie wasn’t there. Morgan started having Devon over often, or staying the night at his house, and for some reason it made me feel like dying. I hadn’t had s*x with Morgan since we moved in. But I still had plenty of enthusiasm for Kenzie, decorating our shared room and spending a lot of time together in there. We watched porn to get new ideas, which we eagerly tried out. Kenzie didn’t like using toys, but there were plenty of other th

