KARMA FAILED

Pain And Rain

It couldn't get any worse than this. No one's life could ever be this horrible. Why am I actually alive? Why can't things just go blank and stay dark forever?

My head is my safest place because the thoughts I have, sitting alone in my room like I am right now are thoughts not meant for everyone. A teenager who still gets her phone taken away, who's maths tutor just made out with, who doesn't know her dad or something like that??? The list ends in hell to be very honest.

Sometimes I wish I could run away or something you know. But I'm broke as f**k and I can't figure s**t out on my own. Where do I even go? Hell?

"DAISY!!!" Here she goes again...

....she should have just put me up for adoption if she hated me this much for real

"ARE YOU ASLEEP?"

"No mom!" I shouted dragging myself off my bed, going downstairs

"It's been three hours, why aren't you doing chores or cooking dinner?" She asked sitting comfortably legs crossed.

"I took a short nap... I'm sorry"

You apologize for napping? Yes. Yes I do.

"Wash my car inside and out, take out the trash, clean the dishes and vacuum my room. I'm going to get groceries down the street then go to the club. I'll see you tomorrow." She concluded

Wait... see me tomorrow??

"Tomorrow?" I asked in disbelief

No this isn't the first time she's leaving me by myself... but...

"Are you deaf or stupid?" She asked staring into my eyes

"I'm sorry" I quickly said looking down

"Look up... I'll drop off the groceries. So help you my car isn't washed by the time I get back. When I drop off the groceries, I'll head for the club. I'll be back tomorrow. I have work to do at my office." She said and walked out quietly.

Slamming the door behind her I let out the most satisfactory sigh of relief ever. The silence and loneliness echoed as there was finally peace.

I felt okay. Rear feeling honestly.

Sadly back to reality... I have chores.

I ran to the back to wash her car, and been an expert I washed it in 35 minutes. I swept the garage and dusted the spare parts kept there. I headed for the kitchen from the back, took out the trash and threw it in the giant green movable thing in the front of the house.

"DAISY!" My mom shouted two blocks away

I stopped and waited for her happy that I did all the necessary chores before she got back.

"Come help me" she dragged seriously struggling with the groceries

"Oh my bad" I laughed running over and collecting all the bags she was holding

"How are you?" She suddenly asked as we walked back to the house

How am I??

"I'm fine mom" I smiled at her very confused

"So I'll be leaving now. Cook whatever and do whatever. Keep my house tidy and quite. I'll see you tomorrow." She concluded waving at me while heading for the garage

"Throw me my keys!" She shouted to me entering her kinda wet car

I ran inside and grabbed the keys from the table and ran back out

"You wash pretty okay."

She complimented me?

"Thank you." I bowed jokingly

"Bye" she said driving off with top speed

To the club or to hell... she's out of the house so I don't care.

I walked back in genuinely happy. Apparently d**k head Derrick left while I was napping.

I completed the rest of the chores within an hour then ran up stairs for a shower.

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I came downstairs after my shower ready to prepare dinner.

"Grrrr" a sudden distant buzz stopped me halfway to the kitchen.

"Grrrrr" there it goes again....

I traced it closely and when I got closer, the non stop ring was coming from my mom's neatly folded laundry in the washroom across the living room.

Wait....

"Grrrrr" it sounded louder as I got closer

Gently taking off the clothes from the basket, I found... I FOUND MY f*****g PHONE!

My mom seized this like three days ago. She left it here? On purpose or as a test?

For a second the buzzing stopped as I stood staring at my phone in disbelief

"Grrrrr" it vibrated again

"Zayn..." the name popped up above the screen as the phone vibrated even more

"Hey" I answered

"Oh finally!" He laughed awkwardly

"I thought you would never answer. I've been calling for two days or something"

"I was busy" I just sounded like some weird ass adult

"Oh I'm sorry. Yo I want to confirm that we are writing biology tomorrow" he paused waiting for my response

Wait... BIOLOGY?

"What??" I shouted running back upstairs to grab my bag

"Why are you surprised? Or it isn't biology we have tomorrow?" Zayn kept bothering my lost self

"Shut up for a second" I hung up suddenly

It's 6:39 in the freaking evening, I just remembered I actually do have examinations to write tomorrow!!!

I aggressively searched for the examination time table and to my most bitter realization there it was...boldly written...

"BIOLOGY- Duration of examination: 9am-12pm. Venue: Hall 6"

No no no no !!!!

I grabbed my phone and with all the sadness man can ever feel, I breathed out dialing Zayn's number.

"Is it?" He asked sounding very rude and tired

I get it. I am too. I would too.

"We do have biology Zayn." I said calmly

"Aiit bet" he hissed and hung up

Whoever the f**k he thinks he is that he is not, is about to get snubbed tomorrow.

"Oh God please"

I'm so close to crying.

I'm hungry and tired with a year's worth of school work to read for.

I grabbed my books, ran back downstairs to the kitchen, grabbing a box of juice and a bowl of chocolates and bread I was set to pull an all nighter with this s**t. I sat on the dinning chairs, with my AirPod on max volume...it was study beast mode time.

******NINE HOURS LATER******

Damnnnnn

It's 4:00 and I can barely blink.... I just need... imma close my eyes a bit... for one second....with the soft sound of rain outside I think Heaven wants me to... slowly drifted away...

*****4 HOURS 10 MINUTES LATER****

"Grrrrrr"

"f**k!!!" I jumped seeing the bright rays enter the room

I hurriedly dug for my phone under the pile of books and empty chocolate bowl.

"Time... time...time..." I was panting and scared.

"Noooooooo"

I ran upstairs having only two hours to get to school and write exams.

As I was bathing, dressing and arranging myself and the house, I was reciting all the jargons of biology. Last ride and I'm done till college.

*****IN SCHOOL*****

"Hey Daisy" a random girl greeted me from behind but disappeared immediately I turned around. Weird.

"Settle in!" Dr Mac was yelling at everyone in Hall 6.

"We'll begin shortly. Please I will not repeat myself!" His Aussie accent rang deep echoing in the now quite Hall 6.

I rushed for the nearest seat to me and banged my ankle in the process. Clumsy and hungry? Very much.

Dr Mac began distributing the papers round while yelling at everyone.

We were all moody and stressed but I think I fit in the superlative.

"No whispering! Do not start until I say so!" He yelled again dropping my paper on my table.

"Shut up and sit upright! No borrowing no lending no talking! Only breathing and blinking is allowed in this hall! For the next three hours you must maintain silence!! Am I understood?"

"You are" Kayla responded because no one else will

"This is 8:59 so..." Dr Mac was interrupted by the sound of paper ruffling

"Who is that?" He shouted from his seat snd the class went still

"Begin!" He yelled.

and all hell was let loose.