Ethan POV
The world around me just melted away into this blue light. My bed on the Ark, the humming noise the metallic taste in my mouth. All of it just disappeared. Faded out one by one, not vanished exactly - more like tucked behind something older, deeper.
Out of nowhere, silence swallowed everything around me. I felt weightless like I was floating. It was perfectly dark but I could sense that there was warmth somewhere. My heart beat loud, clear, impossible to ignore. Air slipped past my lips in tiny traces, almost nothing. The world outside faded until just thoughts remained, shaping what felt real.
That’s when a voice came through, steady and quiet.
"Connection established. Partner located. Neural sync at 98%. Sensory overlay active. Begin when ready.”
I saw this message in front of me that said:
Say something.
My throat tightened, yet words came out anyway. Out of nowhere, my voice felt steady - quiet, barely there, but clear enough to hear.
“Hello?”
A hush fell, lasting two beats of the chest. Then nothing moved.
Then I heard her voice. "Hi.”
It was a voice, kind of shy and it was a womans voice. It was low and a bit husky I could sense that she was nervous. I couldn't place her accent and there was no background noise it was her voice floating in this empty space with me.
I felt really exposed even though I didn't have a body. "You… you’re real?”
She laughed it was a breathy laugh. "As real as this gets I guess. You?”
“Yeah. Its my first time.”
“Me too.”
We just paused for a moment it wasn't awkward or anything it was like the moment before something big happens. Then she spoke up again she was being really careful.
"They say it feels like the real thing. Better, even. No consequences.”
A laugh slipped out, though I meant it as a joke. It landed flat.
“That’s what the ad said. No strings. No names. No regrets.”
She liked that part her voice got even lower.
"No regrets.”
A strange heat spread through me, deep inside where I didn’t always feel control. As if the machine noticed how I trembled, then gave it shape. It took what stirred beneath and made it real.
Out of nowhere, I spoke up about what I’d kept inside ever since things started unfolding.
Where do we do from here?
She said, "Whatever we want.”
Then added it could be whatever came to mind.
Pausing briefly, she spoke - her words came out quiet. Then silence filled the space between sentences.
“It is my first time. I have not done anything remotely close. Still... I just… I wanted to know what it felt like. To be touched. Really touched. Without anyone knowing who I am.”
It really hit me what she was saying.
"Same.”
She let out a breath and I could feel it like her breath was on my skin.
"Okay " she whispered. "Then let’s start slow. Is that all right?”
“Yeah. Slow sounds… good.”
Something pressed down, heavy, right where my heart sits. Fingers maybe, though there was nothing to see. Along the edge of my bone they moved, slow. It felt really real. It was like someone was learning the shape of my body.
She said, "Your turn " her voice was a bit shaky.
My arm rose, though I had no true hand, hovering above the space where her waist should be. Through the machine's illusion, her skin seemed warm, smooth beneath my fingers. She had this curve, this dip. She shivered when I touched her.
“God " she breathed. "That’s… wow. Just your hand feels so… solid.”
I moved my hand higher slowly my thumb brushed the underside of her breast. She arched her back. I could feel it like her body was responding to mine.
She said, "Keep going " her voice was really quiet. "Please. Don’t stop.”
Not once did I pause, tracing shapes slow as if learning her body anew. Around her n*****s my fingers moved, they were getting hard, tightening peaks rising under touch while warmth filled my hand as I cupped her breast. Gently now, my thumb swept circles, steady and soft. Her breath caught. Fire lived in every inch of her, trembling just below the surface.
She said, "Your hands feel good " her voice was above a whisper. "Strong. Careful. Like you’re… paying attention.”
I said, "I am," my voice was really rough. "I want to get this right.”
She laughed it was a moaning sound.
"You already are. I’m shaking.”
I was shaking too my body was responding to hers even though it wasn't really my body. Her touch moved lower her fingers were trailing down my stomach. They paused at my hips. I tensed up I was waiting for what would happen
She said, "Tell me if you want me to stop " her voice was thicker now.
I said, "Don’t. Please don’t.”
Her hand closed around me it was warm and firm. She was stroking me slowly. My head fell back. I let out this groan it was raw and unfiltered.
She said, "Like that?”
I said, "Yes. God, yes.”
Her hand moved once more, slower this time, more certain. A warmth spread through me, tight and growing and erect. Soft words came from her lips, low and near. "Already hard," she murmured. The air between us thickened with each breath. Her fingers knew exactly what they were doing. Want pulsed under her touch, impossible to hide
I do, I said it through a crack in my voice. "Been wanting… something like this for long.”
She said, "Me too " her breath was hitching. "Touch me back. Please. I need—”
I stretched toward her, slipped my fingers beneath her legs - warmth met me there, damp and full. My fingertips grazed that tender peak, her c**t, then she snapped tight, pressing into my touch. A sudden gasp tore loose from her throat.
She said, "f**k " her voice was gasping. "Right there. Don’t stop. Just… circles. Slow like that.”
I circled slowly I was matching the rhythm she set on me. We were moving together now our hands, our breaths, these small desperate sounds.
She said, "Talk to me " her voice was whispering. "Tell me what you’re feeling.”
I said, "You’re so wet " my voice was above a whisper. "So hot around my fingers. I can feel you clenching every time I—f**k like that.”
She said, "Yes—" her voice was moaning. "Keep talking. Your voice… it’s doing things to me.”
The darkness around us started to shift it was like we were in this bed and the sheets were all tangled up. The system was filling in the details from our imagination.
She guided my hand lower she said, "Inside me. Please. I want to feel you ”
My fingers slid in easily it was hot and tight. She was fluttering around me. She let out this moan it was a sound of pure need. I curled my fingers I found the spot that made her hips buck.
She said, "Yes—God yes— there. Don’t stop. Tell me how it feels for you.”
I said, "Tight " my voice was groaning. "Perfect. Like you’re pulling me in. I can’t think straight.”
She said, "Good " her strokes were getting faster they were slick with my arousal. "I want you to lose it. I want to feel you come with me.”
I said, "I’m close " my voice was wrecked.
She said, "Me too " she pressed her forehead to mine it was imagined, but it felt real. "Don’t stop. Don’t you dare stop. Come with me. Please.”
We just went for it we chased this feeling together. Her body was fluttering it was tightening it was pulsing. She let out this cry it was high and broken. The sound just pushed me over.
I felt this release it was like a shockwave it was white-hot and endless. It just ripped through every nerve. I felt her come with me she was shuddering she was clenching and her own climax was echoing back through the link until we were both trembling we were. We were just floating in these aftershocks.
For a time we just didn't say anything. We were just breathing, slow together.
Then she spoke up her voice was soft and sated.
"That was…”
I said, "Yeah.”
She laughed it was quiet.
"Better than I thought it would be.”
I said, "Same.”
We just paused for a moment.
She said, her voice was murmuring.
"I think I could get used to this " she said. "Maybe we do it sometime?”
The words just hung there they were simple, hopeful and kind of dangerous.
Before I could even answer the blue void started to fade This synthetic voice said, "Connection terminating. Session complete.”
The blue emptiness began to vanish before words left my mouth. Then came a mechanical tone of the Ark - its message clear: the link was breaking, everything ending there
Back in my bunk, reality slammed into me. The hum of the Ark filled my ears. Air clung to my tongue, thick and familiar. My heart hammered without asking. There I was.
There I stayed, motionless, breath moving slow beneath heated flesh. Not far off, her words hung close, echoing past the moment she spoke them.
Sure thing, perhaps another day.
Staring up, the plaster above held my eyes while fear pounded through me. Under the bed's padding, my journal waited, tucked out of sight.
It stayed untouched. For now.