Unwanted mate

    "Ugg nothing fits , nothing looks good on me and my stupid hair is so gross "  i yell in frustration while frantically digging through my closet looking for anything to wear to school . "Tina  hurry up! we are going to be late for school, you know we have the assembly today!"  A annoyed voice yelled from the bottom of the stairs . I stuck my head out into the hall " Yikes just go already! I am not ready" I yell back at my sister. of course Amy is ready and probably looks amazing like usual I think to myself . "Fine, just don't complain like a baby to mom and dad that I left without you"  I hear my sister yell as the front door slammed shut. Amy is my twin but we look nothing alike , she is tall and model thin with straight red hair and cat like green eyes where I am shorter, chunky with straight blond hair that is always frizzy and grey eyes. Amy looks amazing in everything that she wears and knows how to do her makeup like a professional . with us being twins you would think that she would want to help me look somewhat decent at school and at pack meetings but nope, I swear she enjoys me looking like a mess and her looking perfect, almost like she is worried that if i was pretty she would have some sort of competition.      I finally found a pair of jeans and a teal t-shirt after combing my hair into space buns and throwing some lip gloss on I ran out of the house , I avoid mirrors as much as possible , I know my giant stomach probably looks disgusting and my pale eyebrows really would look better if i had them waxed into some sort of shape and not just bushy caterpillars but whats the point anyways its not like anyone is interested anyways even my parents are more interested in Amy then me I swear they think she is going to end up with a Alfa as a mate and I am pretty sure that they think I am going to be some lonely single wolf who the Moon Goddess never bothered to create a mate for .      Of course I miss the bus , oh well I guess I am going to walk, Its not like the walk would hurt me. just as  I was about to cross the street a black Jeep Charokee screeched around the corner nearly hitting me . I jumped back onto the curb and attempted to calm my racing heart , Jeezus ! what A**h***s ! what the hell I looked down the street to see. the jeep stopping at the next block and a cheerleader in our a Drake school uniform. Of course that's where that A** goes to school I knew he didn't go to school with us .  When I finally got to school the rally was over thank goodness I hate going to those things I always feel like everyone compares me to Ashley just because she always looks amazing and being a cheerleader automatically makes her uber popular.  made my way into the school and to my locker of course I had to tug my shirt down like 5 times on the way because my gut kept popping out right as I got to Valeries and her group of friends, Valerie is probably one of the meanest girls at school and she loves to make me feel like crap every chance that she gets . Personally I don't even think she is that pretty so I do not understand why she feels she needs to make me feel worse about myself. everyone does that and I mean everyone .