Sins forgiven.

Chapter 2

He ripped her dress right off her body. Feeling every bit of her skin beneath his shaky veiny and trembling lust filled hands. He laughed maniacally.

"I've always wanted to do this Nami feel you beneath me feel your body against mine" He said u clipping her bra tearing it off her body and throwing it aside. "Beautiful just like I imagined" He started sucking on her breast enjoying every single moment of this lavish fantasy being fulfilled. He moaned as he looked up at her "You taste so good" he continued sucking her breasts moving lover to her stomach leaving marks "I own you now" he mumbled and started going lower and lower "This is going to be fun I've always wanted to see you Nami" He started roughly impatiently taking off her underwear throwing it aside and spreading her legs admiring the view taking pictures and licking his lips "I've only ever tasted you in my dreams before now I get to taste you in real life".

Nami's make-up ruined from the cries she tried ro get out but failed her eyes begging him to let her go but he refused. She was praying to her God to help her to send someone to save her... But no one came.

He took off his pants and moved inbetween her legs.

"Hush now sweetheart we're only getting started"

He said and roughly thrusted into her in and out in and out. Nami cried out the pain the agony she was in she closed her eyes praying for it to be over it hurt she was struggling beneath him. He pinned her down by her throat and roughly r***d her over and over and over again until she was bleeding heavily her perineum torn with the way he handled her like she was his s*x-doll.

When he was satisfied with his behaviour he uncuffed her and cleaned her up. She curled up on his bed in pain and he whispered in her ear "Rest now... I'll be back later" and then he left.

He did it... He kept his word he came back later and Nami met the same fate she didn't even count how many times he r***d her. First her v****a then her anus her mouth every hole on her body he could find he used to pleasure himself. When he was done he threw her aside like she was a piece of trash. He gave her a shirt and shorts and whispered in her ear "Tell anyone of this and I will upload your pretty little photos my sweet girl" he ran a hand down her face and kissed her and then he threw her out on the street.

Nami walked down the street bleeding in pain her hair disheveled a mess her body weak. Limping limping she walked back home. Her friend Lily was there waiting for her concerned seeing her disheveled state she immediately rushed over Nami's parents coming running over to their baby girl.

"Nami oh my gosh what happened?" Lily asked and examined Nami from head ro toe. "Sweetheart oh no" her mother cried out and moved her hair out of her face. Her father looked at her and immediately knew what had happened ro his baby girl. His hand covered his mouth in shock.

"Pl-please leave me alone" Nami requested. Everyone was against it until Nami raised her voice "I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE!!!" theh all took a step back this was unlike Nami what happened in the time she was gone where was her dress why?? All these questions spun in their heads.

Nami upstairs in her room sat under the cold shower she just sat there staring off into nothingness as she tried to wash the dirt off of her... She wasn't dirty but she feor disgusting. She washed herself again and again and again until her body turned red but she didn't stop she had to get herself clean she had to feel less disgusting she had to feel less dirty she had to get the filth off of her body she had to SHE HAD TO!!! but she wasn't dirty...

Finally the shower stopped. She got out sitting on her bed staring the the clothes infront of her then she stared at the big cross against her wall and she immediately felt this pang of anger inside her heart this dissapoitment the agony she got up and ripped the cross off "Where were you huh?!!! Why didn't you answer my prayer!!!" she yelled tearing up her bible tearing up all Jesus posters she had. "Why didn't you help me!!! Why did you let him do that to me!!! f**k you for not caring about me!!! I hate you!! I hate you!!! I HATE YOU!!!!" she fell to her knees crying. Her parents came bursting in saw the mess on the floor heard her screams her yells the crouched down next to their daughter and held her tight.

Nami held onto her mom" Why didn't Jesus help me mom? Why wasn't he there mom? Why didn't he listen mom?" she asked while sniffing crying her heart out" I hate him mom I hate him mom I hate him so much mom" she cried out.

had been days now. Nami didn't show up at school she didn't answer any text from teachers or from Lily she stayed in her room she didn't go to prayer night anymore she didn't go to youth camps or groups anymore she didn't even go to church anymore she didn't even know if she believed anymore... He wasn't there for her so why should she still devote her life to Him? That is what kept her awake at night besides the nightmares of the rape.Beaides the suffocating feeling that he might show up out of nowhere and hurt her again. The raging feeling of never feeling clean that fear of what if she gets pregnant all those thought ran through her head keeping her head occupied unable to do anything. Sleep, eat, move, walk she was scared... Terrified even.