To our future

What will you do when everything in your life is ducked up? Try to fight? Well have done that, what did I get?  Nothing! Today I'm going to tell you what was happened  U know what hurt the most that u can't change anything. When you want to change everything.... My whole life I was treated like a trash.  I was a nerd. I was not attractive. I was a four eyes, if u get what I meant the person I lived the most was the one to play with me. I lost my love. I lost my company. And Iost my self. Sometimes I thought he never loved me.  Today I spotted my husband Reyansh with Mia. They were doing it in my home, my bed.  For 10 years I tried to get him with me.  And for 10 years he was having an affair with that Mia. Why did he even marry me if he was with Mia. And now here I am.  Standing near the house which I once called mine. And what I have in hands a f*****g devorse paper.  For all my life I thought that I was the one who is but he... He was the one who was bad I never did any thing wrong with anyone then why...why this happened with me. I didn't know where I was going I was just walking. That is the last thing which I remember before everything went black  I opened my eyes realized that I was in a dark place. There was a blanket over my body... Wait!  Blanket...where the hell am I. I slowly got up. To see a mid aged women on something which seems like a chair to me.  "oh dear, thank God that u are okay! U just wait here. I'll be back with something for you to eat" the old woman said. Who is she?  And where the hell am I?  What does she want?  The door opened and the old woman came close to me with a blow in which was soup. She asked to have the soup. I was going to ask her who was she but she beat me to it and said something that made me choke... "kriya, fist have the soup, I will answer all your questions. But first plz eat it"she said.  And I was like what how do you know my name. How she know what was on my mind.  " I'll be right back " she said and left. In all this time I was thinking what was all that but what she said to me made my life change