Eun Amaris

Eun Amaris This is not fiction! Wake up... Eun Amaris struggles to get a grip of herself. Reprimanding her mind to cooperate with her. She is no longer living in abundance and great fortune. She was abandoned and despised, she must know that. She must accept her fate. It was destined. However, her deep sorrows swayed her to her delusions. No, she will be at the top and never at the bottom. She is not a sore loser like everybody calls her now. It was all fallacy! It is not the fact. All of it is just made up to ruin her. “Do you really think you can outsmart us just because you are the so-called genius?” Jineareyah, one of the mean girls at University El laichal, looks at her full of disgust and hateful. It was dark but I can clearly see the emotions behind the angelic face of Jaya, a nickname given to the council president, Jineareyah. Her eyes are full of hatred. If looks can kill, most probably I'm no longer breathing the moment her gaze pierces through me. “Are you asking for your death, council president?” I smirked. Despite the fear of falling down from the hill if I mistakenly make a wrong move. I made sure to put up a strong and unbothered expression. This is not part of my plan, I meant bumping into Jineareyah along the way of escape plan. Unfortunately, the girl has grudges on me and ruins my peace escape. This girl looks so determined to kill the life out of me. I could no longer conceal my scowl. So annoying “Aren't you being delusional, my lady?” she mockingly smug. She looks at me like I am being funny. Well true, this is a dead end. No one will come looking for us, for sure. Oh scratch that—there will be, but most probably it will be soldiers that dreamed of cutting my neck while watching as I bathed with my own blood. I just received a message that my father is caught because of his corrupt deeds in the government. My father was the current Governor of Delasian. It said that our whole family will be executed for his deeds. I need to get out of here, FAST! I tried to look for a way to get out of this situation but —the only escape is the hill at my back with a raging sea down there. Maybe if I die, I will finally have my peace, right? I will no longer live as a puppet of my parents, I will no longer be controlled by anyone else. No one will use me for their own benefits. “I thought you were tough? So why are you making up that expression?” I was pulled out of my thoughts when she spoke again. “It's a pity how you wanted to get a hold of what I have, but even after several attempts of trying. You never win. Right, pres?” I return her blazing gaze with coldness in me. She gritted her teeth and that gives me a satisfied tickle within me. Yes, that's it. I am always the winner. This lame tactic will never trample me. This is just a game of ploy of my enemies. I am one of the top students of our school. In our city, I am one of the most promising young lady in today's generation. They cannot defeat me. I am still the daughter of the governor and we are being framed. I met Jineareyah when I was 8 during a kid's party with her brother. Since then we became enemies. She's a lousy kid who knows nothing and suddenly dreamed of stepping at the top. Unfortunately, that's my place. “Oh really? Well, this time I'll make sure to have your head placed in a golden platter.” After she said that, hundreds of soldiers come out from the dark. I'm doomed. “Sure you got me cornered.” I let out a soft chuckle, “Maybe right now you are celebrating your victory in your head. Thinking this will be my end. Unfortunately, you are still the lousy kid i met when i was 8, and you will never win now, just like how it happened for decades of trying. See you when i see you, Jaya...” I didn't think twice, I let myself fall from the hill and embraced the coldness of emptiness within me. I will surely face my death now. This is the end. - It was full of darkness. I can't see anything other than black. It was as if I was closing my eyes, where in fact I am sure that I already opened it. Did i? It was confusing, why is it so black? "Hello?" My voice echoed everywhere. I could hear them from my back, to both sides and all around me. It repeats continuously until it becomes a whisper. This is creepy. Am I dead? Or is this a dark cave? I'm not sure. However, is it really possible to live after that harsh fall? I don't know how high that hill is but for sure it will break my bones. However, i feel nothing. I feel no pain. So am i dead? "My lady..." I shivered. Fear crept within me. I am not alone here. I'm supposed to feel relief but I felt the opposite. The voice sent shiver down my spine. It sounded like a dead drunkard from the grave. My senses went wild but all I can do was to embrace myself. "My lady..." Suddenly, pain strike my heart like it's being squished by big hands. I hardly dropped on my knees. This is torture! Where am i? "They deserve this. They are a family of arrogant after all." "....and greedy. They are corrupt and liers!" "If only we did not believe them in the first place. They are bunch of hypocrites." "It's good that they are dead now." "The Han family deserves the honor more than those trash." I feel like my world froze in a blink of an eye as i watch how they mercilessly murder my entire clan like we are some kind of disgusting animals. Every each of our family members are dead. Even my younger cousins who age five years old. They ruthless took their lives. I wanna vomit blood. I've witnessed how my entire clan meets its end bathed with their own blood. Most of them are hanged, however, my parents are different story. They were brutally killed. I couldn't even recognize them at all if not because they were placed at the center of the spotlight. They were burnt to death. I don't know what else they experience before they were burned. My knees wobble, and I helplessly drop on my knees. This can't be! We have been framed! No! Serve me justice! I want to live! Please hear me! I am not accepting defeat without a fair fight. This is not right! Suddenly, my throat run dry and i was pulled harshly from where i kneel. A strong force of energy I do not recognize. It feels like I was being torn apart! I screamed, however, no voice came out. My tears turn crimson red and my skin slowly decays. It hurts like dying all over again. I feel terrified. What's happening! This is torture! When i thought it will last forever, it finally came to halt. I was breathing heavily as clutched my chest with my trembling hands. I was shaking. My sweats are dripping. My heart is fastly beating. I hugged my knees trying to look for comfort. But the fear won't leave me alone. I never felt this pity over myself not until today. I was born to be praised and admired. How dare them to do this me? With my trembling lips, I said "I refuse to accept defeat!" "You really amaze me, child. You are soft at heart but you've been hiding behind a mask of a villain." My entire body flat on the ground but i can feel the presence behind. A blinding light came behind me but i couldn't make an inch of movement. "Who are you?" Despite the loss of strength i managed to ask him. I heard him chuckle in multiple voices. He said, "I am no one child." he paused. "but I can grant your wish." he added in a sing-song. I wanna get up and face him, however, despite all the effort, it feels like I've been hit by a bouldozer. "You can?" "I can. However..." "Tell me." "You need to be transmigrated to another body. You see child, I cannot retrieve your body. After all, you have been shred to pieces." "...." "Yes, why? Do you expect that after that fall your body is still intact? It's funny if you did. Anyway, the host ask for one thing in return, you must find who killed her." "..." "Do you agree?" "No." "No?" "No, I have investigation to do as well. I don't need another murder case." "You're dead, sweety. How will you able to do that?" I gritted my teeth. This won't do, "Urgh, fine..." In a snap of a finger, another unfamiliar force pulls me up off the ground to an unknown black hole. It's pitch black, and it makes me want to vomit blood. “Good luck, child.” “Oh come on...” I gagged and i literally spit blood. My eyes bulged out of my socket. “Insolent peasant! How dare you ruin my dress?” To my horror, I am once again alive. That creepy guy is telling the truth! I thought he was just bluffing to scam me. But he's telling the truth!