Beautiful and Better (ENGLISH)

Six

I look at the bouquet that was filed in front of me. I check flowers if there's a note on it. I saw a message that came from Matt. He puts a lot of effort into our relationship, even if I can't give back the time he is giving me.

He worked hard to make way for me. It always reminds me almost every day that he is just there. 

"Is that from your man again?" I turned to Ari, who had just entered my office. 

"It's always like that when you fall in love. You had to make an effort!" I teased her as I rolled my eyes at her gawking at me. 

"As if he can fight for you until the end. Who is Tim?" she asked while holding the bouquet. 

I frowned when I looked at the note she was holding. It includes a flower that has already been placed at the bottom. 

"So, who is Tim?" 

"He’s a new friend. I met him when we were in the Gallery that you suddenly left me." 

"I didn't leave you. Don't make any noise. Auntie might hear you. They will scold me again," I just whispered to her that it's okay while laughing. 

I take the note and flower from Tim and put it in the vase. And that did not escape from my cousin's majestic eyes. I don't know, but I feel like putting the flower from Tim there. 

"Why are you putting that in?" 

"Can't I put them all?" I answered her. 

"I'm still intrigued by how far that man will reach you. Maybe after a while, he won't show up to you ah!" 

I think that too. But now Matthew has a name. Add to that, and I introduce him to those who are known stylists in the city. So he is more exposed to communities that are difficult for ordinary people to get invited. 

"I'm not sure. He said he loves me, and I love him, so he knows if we will last." 

"Let's see how far that love will go."

That's also what I'm curious to know if we can still reach such an opportunity. Especially now that this is our second month of being together. We had to meet today because we were going out. Last month we were just in my bedroom and celebrating quietly. 

Fun? 

It was more fun than I expected. This is the thing you do not wish to come into our lives. 

"Hello handsome," I answered my phone when I saw Matt's call. 

"Hello sugar, are you ready?" 

"Ready as you are?" I smiled and got my bag. 

Now we are going to the beach. We had to plan it for a long time, and I just talked to Ari to join us. She is also going to leave after delivering me. 

"Where are you going?" I suddenly moved back when Mommy entered my office. 

"Mom, I told you I’m going out with Ari." 

"Is that so because you look going on a date," I clenched my fist on what Mom said. 

Knowing Mom, she always feels suspicious of all. But I didn’t expect that everything would be so difficult to reason out in front of her. I smiled at Mom and hugged her. 

“Mom, why would I be? You almost locked me up in our house?” 

“Hey, we're not locking you up. Anyway, your Dad and I were also leaving tonight.” 

And that announcement made my day. I can't wait for them to leave. I can spend my date with Matthew a little more peaceful, knowing they’re going to be busy somewhere else. 

“Then take care, Mom, call me if you need anything else,” I kissed her goodbye and left. 

Matt is waiting for me at the bus stop. That's where he's going to pick me up. After that, I will go straight to Long Island. I Will stay there for a few days, I guess, and I already warned Ari to stay out of the radar until I get back because I can’t tell my parents when they are going back.

”Are you sure about this?” Ari asked again for the ninth time, already, and I'm tired of answering the same questions again and again. 

”I already told you, and that will be my answer for the rest of the ride. Is that fun now?” 

”I was only worried about you. Your Dad won’t be happy if he finds out about this affair you are doing behind his back.

”I know. That’s why I am begging you to help me. This is our second month Ari, I hope I can give this to him, ” she smiled at me and shook her head. ”I love you, Ari.” 

When I arrived at the bus station, I could see Matt leaning on his pick up. I hugged Ari before I left; I even gave her my black card if she needed anything. My God, this whole ride thrilled me. 

I’m excited about this trip and more I’m with my boyfriend. For the first time, I can experience going on a trip without Ari or my parent’s tagging with me. I can spend the rest of my days with the person I loved. 

“Sugar, thank you for coming,” Matt said and kissed my hands that he's been holding since a while ago. 

“I'm the one who should be saying thank you right now. Thank you for sharing your two months with me. And for sticking with me even if you’re having a problem with your parents,” he just smiled. 

“Of course, I’m the only one for you.” 

Oh yeah, I think he is the one for me. The one that can love me like this. 

The whole ride to Long Island was fun. I rented a beach house for us to stay in for a few days. I was so excited about all this that I already planned this ahead of time.  

I breathed the wind that came from the sea when we stopped near the house I rented. It was so refreshing here even the wind can’t argue with that. 

“Sugar, let’s get inside.” 

I followed him inside, and I can’t still believe how this whole thing is becoming real. 

I smiled as he greeted me with a hug as I entered the house—hugs reminding me how good God is to me. When I no longer expected a man to come to me, he gave me Matthew. He proved that there's always a  right time for everything. 

"This is the first day that you will be free, and we will be happy. Just sit there, and I will cook you dinner," he said before pushing me to sit on the couch of the house. 

While he was cooking, I went around the house first. It seems like I also want a beach house like this. It's funny that I already have a lot of material things while at that time, I did not care how expensive the stuff I have. When I went downstairs, his table was set up. I also took a shower and changed my clothes. 

"Happy second month, sugar!" I laughed as he still carried a popper and banner—too much effort for two months. 

I hope we can last longer. 

"Thank you! Happy second month!" I greeted him and handed over a box I gave him as a gift. 

"Wow, thank you! I don't even have a gift for you. I lacked in budget," I smiled as he kissed me on the lips. 

Before sitting next to me and opening my gift, I could see the shock and joy on his face when he saw the gift I gave him. I even ordered it because I want him to have a unique watch. 

"Thank you, Tally! I love your gift to me, but isn’t it too much?" 

I just laughed as he happily hugged me. He was thanking me for the watch I gave him. I gave him a Patek Philippe watch that I ask to be unique and a limited edition. It would be good for him because he is in the modeling world. 

He was so happy with the watch I gave him that he almost did not want to use it. He never stopped thanking me. 

"You are enough for me. I do not need anything," I told him. 

"Anything. It seems like I have nothing to match with the things you give me." 

"Those are just material things, Matt. Not as important as we have,” I told him while caressing his hands.

"After you eat, let's go outside and have a party. Maybe there are no paparazzi here," I was shaking my head at the relentless planning of what he wanted to do. 

"Aren't you cold in what you're wearing?" he asked as he adjusted the cloak I was wearing. 

I'm just wearing a sleeveless dress. He doesn't want to because I seem to be too exposed. Now I intend to give myself to him. I want all this to be memorable to him and for me. It's already been remarkable because of him. I just wanted to make it more unique. 

"Hey, watch it!" he shouted at groups that almost collided with us. 

"You should step aside. Your companion was too big and blocking our way. She would almost take over the road," he shouted while raising his middle finger in the air. 

Matt was about to chase them, but I stopped him. I don't want trouble. I prefer to enjoy this night together, instead of having a problem. 

"Let go first. We are here to have fun, not to ruin our vacation with people like them."

"But, they're talking nonsense to you!" 

"Let them be! They are not the ones we came here for," 

I reminded him while rubbing his shoulder. I need to calm him down. Maybe later, he would suddenly go in there and quarrel with them. 

"Let's not go out. Let's go home, ” I suggested to him.

"But--" 

"That's okay! We still have a lot to do at home, unlike here outside." He couldn't do anything when I pulled him away. 

We need to make the most of the days we spend together today.  Because when we got back to Manhattan, apart from being busy, we might never meet again.  Sometimes it is challenging to gamble the little time we have, especially since I can't always escape from reality. 

I laughed while shaking my head as I watched Matt dance in front of me. He said he would be my entertainer tonight. 

"I'll make you happy every night. Your handsome boyfriend, Matthew!" 

I can hardly breathe laughing at what he is doing. He looks like a call boy when he grinds in front of me. It even had a careless whisper playing in his background. You think he prepared for his performance today. 

"Oh my god! Matthew, you look like a pro," startled when he shouted at her. 

But instead of being misled by what I said, it only made his leg grind even more. I bite my lower lip at what I watch. I feel like I am in the hot seat, and it will be my main event.

At the same time, with his every move, my eyes follow. I could not help but moan as I looked at him. s**t! I feel something tickle inside my stomach while watching him.

"Oh god," I whispered as he suddenly sat on my thigh.  

It's like he's lap dancing. Gosh! It's like I was watching magic mike in the flesh.  Suddenly my surroundings warmed up as he ground even harder in front of me.  

"Like sugar? I can do more!"  he whispered before biting his lips and grinding even more.

"Yeah, I want more .." 

And as I said so, he moved away from me and one by one, he took off his clothes. This is how the viewers feel in real life when they were on a live show. It thrills the hell out of me. I wish I would have gone bar-hopping. Ari always asks me or even hires a dancer only to entertain me. 

His whole flirtation with me was as if he’s going to eat me right here on this couch.  My lips parted as he took my hand and caressed his chest down to the top of his pants. Every touch of my hand and every part my hand touches makes it swallow more. It was as if I was suddenly drenched in saliva, and now I have difficulty swallowing. At the same time, a strange feeling spread throughout my body. Feeling that was so new to me.

I am a virgin, but I can't help but think of things while watching what he is doing. He was doing to me was making me ecstatic, but it seems like I will have a heart attack. 

"Oh, god!" I couldn't help but scream when his manhood suddenly moved. 

"Sorry, sugar, he's so excited," he said before pulling me upright. 

A gasp escaped me as he pulled me closer to him. "Matthew ..." I whispered as our eyes met. 

I was gulped when I saw his sweet smile right on my face. Before he guided to the middle of the living room and danced. s**t! He's invading too much in my system right now. The feeling, excitement, lust, and love. I feel all of that at once for this guy. 

With his simple actions, this is how he makes me feel. 

"I love you," I whispered while looking at him. 

He smiled. "I love you too, sugar." 

When his face moved closer to me, I was ready, and I was prepared to give everything to me. There is no doubt anymore. I will give myself entirely to him as when he gives himself to me.

Love should never be distrustful. 

So tonight, I will give him more reasons to stay and more reasons to love me.