Beautiful and Better (ENGLISH)

Seven

I took a deep breath as his lips moved from my lips to my cheeks. Until I can feel it on my ear. I was just exhausted while clinging to his arm. It was as if every move he made pushed me into an abyss full of emotion. And those feelings are here right now in front of me. One by one, they show up and hint at me for their purpose.

And all those emotions bother me a lot—a mess I do not know how to silence and stop. 

"f**k! Tally, you're driving me crazy with every moan you make," Matthew whispered. 

I try to open my eyes, but I get too drunk with every light kiss he's making. 

Kisses that were gentle at first, but as time went on, it became more profound, and it's harder for me to get up.  I drown more in the lust and pleasure that I feel.

A moan escaped from me as he sucked the skin on my neck, at the same time as his hand moved on my body.  It was like an expert feeling every part of his path and leaving a strange feeling.  A warm and tickling feeling.  That was repeated if felt in his caresses.  At the same time, something was forming inside me that seemed to explode at any moment.  

"Matthew ..." I moaned as I felt his hand caress my chest.  

My chest was big, and it was almost overflowing in Matt's hand.  I shuddered as the wind from the beach touched my skin.  The terrace is open, and only white curtains cover it.  It makes me feel even more sensual as it dances freely with every blow of the wind on it.

God, what he does to me is delicious but gives a tickling and painful feeling inside me. I gasped as he sucked on one of my n*****s and sucked like a child there. I am a virgin in this matter, but I know it feels right not to.  Because each time he sucked on my n****e, my grip on the table, I was leaning on tightening.  

Every suck he does seemed to provide electricity inside me and flowed rapidly through every part of me to the middle of my thigh. That is now starting to get wet because of what he is doing.

"Ohhh ... Matthew," I moan when his hand moves down on the dress I’m wearing. His hand only touches that part, but I'm almost crazy when he leaves that part of my core. 

Is this why people love having s*x? It was a lot more fun than I expected. 

My anticipation of what he was making me feel was interrupted when he suddenly got up and hugged me.  

"Are you sure you want this? We can not continue. I am happy with what you can give," he said while kissing my cheek.  

Every day he impresses me with everything. He impressed me with his censorship.  He did not ask or demand anything from me. 

He’s happy with what I can give, and I appreciate it.

"So if I give it to you as long as you know if you are happy. And I am happy with what we have, Matt. And it all includes it because I know if you are there. Now, will we continue this, or will we look at it?"  he laughed at what I said before I was converted and kissed him on the forehead.  

This is the pleasure I have now, simple, content, and fun.  So I sincerely daily prayed that it would all last. 

No happiness can buy all the money that I have right now. That is better than this. 

I let him guide me to the room while kissing and almost eating each other's faces. Kisses that were not meant to be broken. 

“Oh f**k!” he uttered when he fully undressed me. 

He swears again when he completely undresses me. I can see freely every reaction of his eyes on its every move. Eyes were bulging themselves even in the shadow of the moonlight. Every caress and kiss, he does shock my virgin mind and body. I let out a series of sighs as his lips moved from my chest down to my stomach until the center and reached its target.

My lips parted when he lifted my leg and put it on the bed. I was standing and surprised when he touched my v****a, and I played with it with his hand. I bit my lip, and he inserted his two fingers into the hole in the middle of my thigh. My eyes almost narrowed as he moved his finger in and out. It was so good that you don’t want him to stop anywhere. 

"Wider, Sugar. Let's have a feast!" He said before diving into my wet tunnel. I shut my eyes as he continues to lick me. While clinging to him, I feel like I was flying to heaven in so much desire. Every flick of his tongue was making me crazy. 

I stroked his hair as he pressed his face against my v****a even more. All I could do was moan over and over again. Even though my leg was weakening, I could not stop him. I am chasing in the air, and when I stop him, I feel like I'll be out of breath. 

“Oh, Matthew, faster ... "I moaned as I couldn't reach what I wanted to chase. 

It seems that what he is doing and acting depends on the continuation of the pleasure I feel. This is what we do, and I feel like I'm going crazy. I never thought that the manhood he would enter would give me even more strange feelings even more. 

The first trust inside me was like something inside me was tearing apart. He stops for a second and moves again. Every trust he does makes my veins alive from the rush I'm feeling inside me. 

Her every move inside me was a strange pain and tickle. I can feel my blood rushing as everything on this excites me more. Leaning against the wall near the terrace, I heard the waves crashing into the sea. It eats the noise from our body repeatedly colliding. Add to that the moans and grunts of the two of us that keep everyone from hearing us. "f**k! It tastes good," he repeatedly whispered as he quickly moved behind me. I was exhausted a few times when he hit the most delicious party inside me. My sweetest part that at any moment will explode with his repeated teasing there. "Aahhh ..." I cried when he hit my favorite part inside me. I feel like a volcano has erupted inside me. But the lava it emits is delicious and can destroy your strong walls.

Because Matthew could not lift me, he helped me to lie down on the bed. My knees almost trembled as I walked closer to it. And the middle of my thigh felt like its excruciating pain and pain were holding it in. 

"Why didn't he hurt before?" Inwardly I asked Matt if he laughed at you. 

That seems to be expected because my pússy is fat. Before I could completely swallow the drowsiness, a smile appeared on my lips. This is the happiest day of my life. I can give myself to him, and I can provide the thing that I worked hard to hide for the man I love for years. And all that I thank god for because he gave me Matt even though I was not the right person. 

When I woke up the next morning, no Matthew was lying next to me. I also wear different clothes, and my panties have also changed. It looks like he dressed me up while I slept. I got up to look for him. But when I climbed out of it made me almost choke with extreme pain. It was just delicious at first. If I knew I would suffer such pain, I would not have continued making love with him. I tried a few more times before I was able to stand correctly. 

I went straight to the bathroom, even though I was still walking. I soaked my whole body in a water bath. I can’t help but remember what we did last night. As the shower hits the sensitive part of my body, it brings a strange tickle to me. Ticklish feeling like what Matthew did to me.

I did not realize that I could not remove the showerhead in front of my p***y while closing my eyes. I can imagine Matthew's face as it was in the middle of my thigh and eating me there. 

"Ohh .. s**t!" I whispered until I just shivered there while standing on the bathroom wall. 

I'm just going crazy just because Matthew tasted s*x with me. Now every move I make, I will never forget him. 

"Matt .. Matthew ..." I called it a few more times, but no, Matthew answered me. I just decided to go for a walk on the beach first. But I did not realize that as I walked, I was walking away. 

"Are you lost again?" question again where. And when I look back on it, my face automatically shines. 

"Tim," I chirped. "I'm also happy to see you, Lula." 

A smile flashed on my lips when I heard the name he called me. An innovative name. But on the other hand, I am happy every time I hear that name.

"What are you doing here?" I wondered if I could get close to him. 

He sits in a Kiosk bar. A drink was placed in front of him. He looks straightforward and fresh in what he is wearing. He was wearing a light blue long sleeve bottom down folded up to the elbow and pairing light red shorts up to the knee and top cider. He's cute; he looks like the boy next door. Especially when he smiles hard, indeed, all women will fall for him quickly. 

"I have a business meeting nearby. I decided to rest for a day. What are you doing here?" Shoot! I forgot that I was looking for Matt. 

"I need to go! I'm in a hurry too. Nice to see you again, Tim." I bid my goodbye to him before kissing him on the cheek. 

He said something else, but I never heard what it was. All I knew was that I needed to get back. Maybe Matt will look for me too. And I did not make a mistake when I reached the beach house and saw him frowning while waiting for me in front.

"Where have you been?" he sighed as I walked towards him. 

"Looking for you." 

"Are you looking for me? I'm just inside the house, Tally. Maybe you're looking for someone else?" He smirked.

I looked at him in amazement, but he immediately left me and went inside the house. I tried to call him a few times, but he just frowned and ignored me. I thought that it was just a simple argument. 

But when I fell asleep and woke up again, Matthew left. Even his luggage is no longer there. I don’t know if I will cry or be annoyed with him. I didn’t expect him to do this to me. I hope for a fun and memorable vacation, but it turns out a different outcome.

Indeed it’s memorable because after I gave myself to him, he left for superficial reasons.

This whole f*****g vacation was a mess. 

I don’t know if I’ll go home or use the rest of the days I paid for it. Besides, this is my chance to have a vacation alone. 

I sat down on the sofa and leaned my head back. I felt tired.  My happy day was suddenly saddened by what he did right now. Sometimes what you want is the hardest thing they give you.  I want a man who will love me, but I always end up with the wrong one.

The more often we ask for one good thing to happen in our life, destiny wouldn’t agree with us. 

We always make wishful decisions based on our feelings, and I am guilty of that. I often make the wrong decision, and I hurt the people I love because of it. Including this decision that I am happy and I don’t regret it, but there is a part of me ashamed of what’s happening. 

I decided to stay and spend the rest of the day here. I’m going back tomorrow for a new day without Matthew, I think. 

I still need to face reality. 

I walked along the shore, enjoying the view while watching people laugh how they smile even on small things. That’s what I wanted. 

Simple but happy life. 

I was kicking a rock on the sand when it hit a pair of shoes facing me. I thought it would move when I hit him, but it stands as if it’s waiting for me. And to my surprise, it did wait for me. 

“Having fun alone?” he asked and smiled. 

And just like that, I jumped into his arms as if I was so happy to see him again. 

“It’s always good to see you too, Lula,” he whispered.