Charlotte I stay at the pond for a little while longer, wondering if he really meant what he said and if he would come back so we could discuss this. I want us not to be in a bad position, because he is Axel's best friend and Lauren is my sister. We will always see each other. When it finally sinks in, and I realize all that happened, I nearly slap myself for even caring. What did I really think was going to happen? He never cared about me. At least he can't say I slept with him. I am so glad we didn't mate. I'm glad I gave him exactly what he gave me...Nothing. I decide to skip the rest of the event and head up to my bedroom instead. I lie in bed and cry it out. One last night to release these feelings. Unwanted isn't new to me. I have been feeling it for the last couple of years, but

