Lena
I feel like a zombie. Like my body doesn't even belong to me. I feel gross, used, lied to. I feel depression making its way back. I fought so hard against it after I lost my mate. My girl's dad. I had to be strong for our girls. I miss all 3 of them so much. Now I feel like I have to be strong for my sons and this pup in my belly. I can't even look at Gibson though. He has taken over everything for the boys and I am fine with that. I am trying to figure out what I am going to do. I can't stay here, but in this pack we aren't allowed to leave our male. I can't even ask him to move out. They will lock me up in the cells if I try to separate or reject him. Do I want to reject him? Will it k!ll me? I have no clue what I am going to do? I feel so betrayed. Gibson promised me so much, but
