When will I become free?

Turning 18

A girl named Siya used to live with her parents and two brothers and their wife. Love and affection was between all the members. 

Siya POV

"Happy birthday" this wish force me to woke up this morning. I really forgot it's my birthday today. All the happy faces of my family were in front of me wishing me with lots of blessings. I am so happy that I am the part of this family. My parents and my brothers love me a lot. But I feel a sense of anger and bitterness for me in my sister in law's heart. I haven't don't anything wrong to them. Though I am happy as long as my brothers are. "Come on darling get up and take a bath then we will have breakfast together" my mom told me in loving voice. I nodded with a smile and all of them left my room. I am literally so excited I am 18 now . I know I should act mature now but I couldn't help myself to act childish. I took a bath bath and wore a dress that my mom picked for me. I dressed up and look myself in the mirror. I am literally blessed to have this blue eyes which I inherited from my mother. And I love my curves too. O my god I think I just love myself too much. "Breakfast is ready" my mom called me and I went downstairs. I have my breakfast and then left for college. As I am introvert person my friend circle was small. Jenny and Rose are my two best friends. They wished me happy birthday and we went inside classroom. While entering the class my eyes met with of Joe. He was my crush, we could say more than crush, since grade 6. But I couldn't express my feelings for him till now. What a pity! But I am going to do it very soon. That's why I gathered some courage today and invited him for birthday party today. I will express my feelings today. After attending all lectures I went home. Mom and dad were not in the home. My elder brother told me they went to buy me a surprise gift. I was so happy at the moment. I went inside my room and get dressed for the party. The blue gown picked up by my mom was complimenting my curves so well. I curled my hair and did a natural makeup. I went downstairs. My mom and dad were not still home maybe they were planning something big. It was a small party my family members and Jenny and Rose. Oh I forgot to mention Joe. My heartbeat became faster when I saw Joe coming to me. We talked for some minutes and finally I collected all my courage and proposed me. I was little bit confident that I won't get rejected. But my all happiness shattered when he rejected me. He said that he only takes me as a friend. I loved him for years and now what I got is just a friend. What a birthday gift. My eyes became full of tears but I hold my tears so that my family won't get stressed. But this rejection was nothing in front of situation which I will be going to face. Someone called my brother and his happy expression become sad. He cut the call and told us that dad and mom were no more. Their car got hit by truck while they were returning back home. Boom one phone call and all of my happiness become shattered today. I couldn't take the news and fainted on the spot.