Teen Love

Love is everywhere and every person is seeking love everyday. One right person enters your life and boom things change drastically. Many people out there are scared of loving because they feel insecure and doubt if the next person would love them the same way they do. Everyone fall in love once in their lifetime. But due to insecurities and other problems, their stories fade away untold. Many prefer to be with successful person rather than getting successful together. Even these thoughts can be changed if the right person enters your life at the right time. Not everyone succeed in love but there always remains traces of their beloved in their heart, brain and memories. Some people chose to leave and some are compelled to. However life never stops. We should live life to the fullest. If we're fortunate enough, we continue journey with someone very close to our heart and if not we still need to continue journey but all alone. Do what your heart tells you to and never regret the decision of following your heart. I am a person that starts the morning with self-confidence that I'm beautiful the way I am. One positive thought in the morning and the whole day becomes better. I am the person that starts her day staring in front of mirror adoring oneself. I know that I'm not perfect, rather no one is perfect. Perfection is theoretical and betterment is reality. Everyone has weaknesses the only difference is some have many and some have a few. No matter what lacks inside you, you're beautiful the way you are. The world needs to see your worth. Many people call themselves depressed due to love failures and fail to find their potentials. Don't ever have a heartbreak and be depressed for someone who doesn't deserve you and who can't see your worth. Life is too short to waste on worthless people. I too was unsecured and very scared to love anyone after two heartbreaks. I thought my glass was half empty. But someone suddenly made me realize that having insecurities is absolutely okay and also not being perfect is alright. Being perfect doesn't mean not making any sort of mistakes, it rather means being better by learning from the mistake. Everyday is our evaluation. There are many people who show your defects but only few will show you having defect is okay and treat you your worth. I thought I wasn't worth love but someone showed me that my glass was half full. That's when things changed all of a sudden. I used to be the one who woke up looking at the mirror and demotivating that no one would like a person like me. But now I am the one who wakes up looking at mirror seeing ones worth, adoring oneself and inspiring to start up everything once again with loads of energy. Life is beautiful and it is better with the right person. A bit of craziness, few childishness and lots of love can change everything. Wake up with a positive vibe. See around and adore how beautiful everything around you is. Spread love and you'll definitely receive love you're worth of. Life is difficult and responsibilities increases everytime, get used to failing and then you'll succeed. See your responsibilities as a test you need to pass. You've two options Enjoy what you do or do what you enjoy. There must not be any regrettion when you turn around to the past. Leave the daily nuisance with sleep and wake up with a new energy. Yesterday is a tissue paper, today is a test paper and tomorrow is a question paper. Leave the past behind, work hard with little enjoyment in the present and wait for the result in the future. You will surely find someone who'll love with all his heart. First answer me, Has your heat ever skipped a beat when you first touched a person? Has someone caused butterfly in your stomach with just their smile? Have you ever stared at someone's picture and smiled unintentionally? Has anyone made you smile without reason even when you're alone? Has anyone come to your thought early in the morning and late at night? Have you ever shed your tears got someone? Is all of your answer in yes? If so You've fallen in love. Let me tell you how I fell in love. After my two heartbreaks, I thought I would never trust anyone and stay away from relationship. I was a sociable person and friendly to everyone. I still remember the day of Christmas when we first started talking online. I had an image in my head that I would meet my life partner magically; the same way that happens in movie. My dream man runs into me by mistake and our eyes meet and the soft tough brings a magic that matches our heartbeats together. I knew this would never happen but every girl imagines her future man to meet magically even if she's matured. My imagination of meeting my soulmate was limited to imagination only but I still am happy with what I have. This is the magic of love. Satisfaction is love. Adjustment is love. Desire is love. Compromise is love. After chatting for about a week he asked me out. I was not the person who had ever accepted for a day out with a guy but I instantly agreed to him for a late night date. Yeah that was our first date, first unofficial date. The day we met was magical, night walk together, street foods , that was the best feeling. I had taken a picture of him secretly. I don't know why I did that and I've no idea why I kept staring at it everytime with a smile in my face. He was a really shy person. He never talked to the girls he had known for several years. But he chose to talk to me. Maybe that's because our heart matched the first time we met. Or maybe because it was destiny. Or maybe because we were soulmates. I never chatted with anyone for late nights. I was morning bird. But I used to forget the time when I talked to him and now I turned into night owl. I don't have any answers to why was it happening back then, but now I know that we were made for each other. I had never felt that before. No exes could make me feel as special as he makes me. Then I understood, I didn't love anyone I was just attracted to them. I was that kind of person who wanted freedom, wanted to fly as high as possible. I am the same person but now I want to fly high holding hands with the one my heart has chosen for me. About a month after chatting and dates, we both fell in love. But he was really scared to expose his feelings to me and so was I. The first time he slowly held my hand I felt like my heart is going to fall out of my chest. I could feal my heartbeat growing faster and faster. I was actually blushing and this happened to me for the first time. I could not stop thing about him the whole night. After few days, we went for a late night walk and he kissed me. That was his first kiss and I could feel how scared he was. The next day was my birthday. We loved each other and had already kissed but we're not dating officially. So he had decided to propose me on my birthday and start dating officially. On my birthday, I always visited temple early in the morning. This time we had planned to visit temple together. First we met up at our usual place. He could not stop looking at me and adoring me. He kissed me then and there. When we were returning from the temple he finally proposed me. He was so charming. But I didn't accept the proposal because I was shocked. He gave me a bracelet as gift which I really loved. After I returned, he texted me saying that his heart skipped a beat while proposing me and wanted me to tell if I had feeling for him. That was when I accepted his proposal and we started dating officially. The next day was our first official date. I was wrapped into his arms. He held my hand and gently kissed on it. Then he asked something that I really didn't expect. He asked me if I would stay with him forever. He said I was his first girlfriend and wanted me to be his last too. I promised I would stay by his side forever. I got the perfect partner. I had always thought of a guy who would care for me, respected me, loved me, made me feel special, was romantic , with whom I could be the real me. Like every girl, I had dreamt of a guy who would treat me the way I deserve. I wanted a husband that would say that he missed me after he comes back from work and hugs me when I'm working, helps me Everytime I need support and I found the right guy. I really loved spending time with him and so did he. We used to spend the whole day together at weekends and went for lunch other days. We didn't wanted to ruin our studies because of our relationship as we were just teenagers and it was the time for us to build our career. We focused on study and also spent time together. We never had arguments on trust issues. We had fights that would last for less than an hour. We could sort everything out together. We supported each other for career. I felt how beautiful is love after he came to my life. Now that I've described about him a lot may be you're curious about who he is. Just a little patience and I'll reveal his name.