Meredith's POV Cheats. Not cheated but cheats... How could you possibly want, desire anyone else when you have a wolf like that at home waiting in bed for you? I stare up at the stars sparkling in the dark sky above, asking again up to the goddess a question I've asked many times before... Why not me? Not many would understand why Cole has lived, put up with such betrayal for so long but... but I do. He was blessed with a gift, and hes done everything, pushed himself to the damn brink to treasure that gift where as Lily has done everything she can to squander it. 'He's probably going to go home and just sweep it under the rug again, make his parents believe its not a big deal... try to move on' a small voice speaks into my mind, a voice I'm not quite ready to hear because... becaus

