Cole's POV Arriving home I find my parents already outside waiting for me. Their faces not filled with smiles as they should be after a years-long holiday but looking down trodden, glum. "Hey Mum.... hey dad" I greet as I embrace each of them, as my forehead presses against theirs for the first time in over a year. I didn't know, didn't allow myself to feel how much I have missed them until now. More concerned with keeping them in the dark than realizing just how much I have pushed them away these last years. Getting them to delay or just cancel visits, under the guise of being busy or wanting them to enjoy their well-earned retirement when, in all honesty, it was to keep them from finding out, to keep the current look I can't bare from their faces, their eyes. "Where is she?" I as

