Cole's POV
"It wasn't her first" Hugo breathes and the words take all the air out of me.
"I'm not sure how many there has been.... enough for her to become lazy with it I suppose....".
It wasn't her first....
Wasn't her....
They weren't mine... I try, try to assure myself, but even I know the words to be a lie... because they might have been... Lily just wouldn't have been sure.
I was heartbroken, Ares infuriated when we thought it was one... but now... now how many of my pups has she.... I pull the car over.
I need air.
I need air and yet every breath I take feels pointless, Ares sitting solemn in my mind as if ... as if he knew... or at least guessed but didn't have the fu*king backbone to spit out the words.
My fist lands on a nearby tree, then another and another until I feel
