"I know that you want to know the truth, Trixie, but please understand my situation. I am not ready for this, time will heal. I will let you know what really happens between me and your Dad." she said in a hoarse voice
"Always remember Trixie, don't become blind when you fall inlove. I don't want you to become just like me, I am a loser and I hate it!"
"Ma, please don't say that, it's not true. You are the strongest and I know that, yes it's been hard for us, but you are still there, you kept on fighting, you striving so hard for us, for our future. You are the best Mom." I said as I started to cry also and I hug her tightly.
I don't know how I will know the truth and when, but I only know one thing, my Mom has a deep reason why she doesn't want to talk about Dad anymore.
I can't blame my mother for being angry with all men, on what happen to her I know that she has a deep reason for not trusting men again, but I still believe that not all men are like my father, especially Sam.
To be continued...